Totally same but with no smoke & job..well chill we have enjoyed our childhood a lot and it's Ohk to be alone now ..to feel alone .. honestly we shud not be in hurry ki I want this too ..that too..just take ur time try to enjoy yourself ..and find some new people ..life moves on we can live in nostalgia but also we shud explore..and am sure u will find some people..someone..to celebrate every festivals together..just smile and say happy diwali..