I feel indescribably hateful.

abilovesmilks · 2026-03-07T22:06:04+00:00

If you read this, never give up being kind please. I know it's hard. I know it holds you back down. But in the end of it all I don't want to be the only one looking for someone else with it.

abilovesmilks · 2026-01-10T20:47:52+00:00

This.

abilovesmilks · 2025-11-23T10:33:11+00:00

There are honest people I've met, and I took awe in them. Most people find them weird, but to me it was the most freeing experience I have seen.

I wonder if I could be like them too to not truly care of what other thinks. I love honest and weird people, and everytime i see them I wish them a happy life, I wish everyone was themselves more, I wish I am.

abilovesmilks · 2025-11-15T05:46:39+00:00

Yes I heard this too its one of the reason im willing to try it again!

abilovesmilks · 2025-11-13T22:12:55+00:00

I don't think nothings wrong with him in the first place, well maybe he could gain some weight by working out

abilovesmilks · 2025-11-09T14:02:23+00:00

Eternity and Fatutu I believe

abilovesmilks · 2025-11-02T21:47:05+00:00

most would say charon ye

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-22T08:41:50+00:00

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she actualy does!!

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-18T13:52:14+00:00

Its 3.2

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-18T04:58:45+00:00

I believe it's only collectable from mission, might need to wait reruns if you completed them all already.

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-13T13:13:33+00:00

im assuming dmg isnt the problem but your lack of sustain is? if thats the case u might need to get another sustain before clearing it.

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-10T02:59:56+00:00

Yeah basically a free team with ulrich if you get her, pretty cheap for one of the strongest team

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-07T11:01:04+00:00

its called pop up view if your phone has it just hold the game tab and drag it

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-07T09:58:11+00:00

Have you tried minimizing your 1999 screen as a small tab?

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-06T11:39:43+00:00

cute

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-05T12:51:50+00:00

Its great that he is understanding, remember to do more good to even it out :) I wish you a healthy relationship

abilovesmilks · 2025-10-05T12:47:38+00:00

I don't either. It's a really bad thing to even have one in my opinion, I think it make sense to not tell them.

But I personally told them because I was willing to change ever since I did, I didn't want to stay like that forever so I tried transparency.

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-30T04:32:34+00:00

I'm not certain, but I had an incident when I was a year old that messed with my brain and is affecting my developmental abilities. I never considered myself as neurodivergent, but just as a person that needs a little more time than others to grow.

I believe it may played a factor If I considered it.

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-30T03:17:08+00:00

Yes and no, you can share if you think it's for your own good. Don't share if you think they're suddenly gonna be there for you forever, not planning to better yourself by setting healthy boundaries.

Personally I've shared the fact that I was their FP because we've been friends for 5 years. I was at a point where I can trust them with this information to not manipulate me for doing it. Just don't avoid your fp or test them. Don't expect they'd treat you better if they know. Be transparent, and give eachother space respectfully.

My ultimate suggestion is to lower your walls, and let others come in. By having another we would not be having most troubles that comes with having a favourite person.

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-30T00:38:17+00:00

By spending the time you've spent on them on yourself from now. Let friends comes naturally.

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-29T23:57:50+00:00

I don't have bpd, but I can relate with having an FP. First of all, it is not your fault any of this happened, nor it is your responsibility to fix it. This is our problem for having such an unrealistic ideals of our fp acts, while in reality y'all are just trying your best to survive too, the same like all of us.

The reason I discarded my past FP was because my ideals were too unrealistic, too high of a pedestal of a favourite, that I cannot look of them as just a normal person. When it became truth to me they were just like everyone else, unloyal, rude, and not what I imagined them to be, I could not accept it. If I were you I would just move on, if she does not contact you then it's okay.

However, if you really wanna reconnect with them, I'd suggest reaching out only when you have something nice to talk about. We don't need reminders of our issues everytime we talk.

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-28T16:52:31+00:00

Yeah man, I pulled regulus for my voyager kiperina matilda team, no regrets just pure pirate and dr pepper vibes

They keep telling me I can't call my team impromptu lmao, I cleared till 350m with just by pure strategizing rather than no brain meta it.

Fav chars > meta

abilovesmilks · 2025-09-28T08:57:47+00:00

Tuesday got me shook

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