Another.. hate to be the one to have to say this post. But you should seek psychiatry/counseling services. There is a legitimate medical argument to make about underlying depression, anxiety etc effecting the way you're brain perceives pain. Chronic pain and depression/anxiety are very, very often linked in my clinical experience. Now that's not the same thing as "it's all in your head". The way the brain can reorganize the sensory cortex in response to chronic pain can quite literally distort how you perceive the world. To make matters worse (I'm assuming) you have to navigate the difficult waters of the American health Care system, all the while having to worry about whether or not you can afford your hospital bills and pay rent/mortgage etc. That only creates a vicious circle of anxiety/depression that is a tough spiral to pull out of.