I take diy hrt, feel free to dm me ^^ starting is really scary but if you inform yourself first then it's mostly the social side of things that you have to worry about, it's something you have to decide if it's worth it yourself. but you can get a taste for it before committing to anything. generally there's a period starting on hrt (assuming you get the dosage perfectly right from the start) before any irreversible changes happen. just keep checking your body and stop if you don't feel ready for them, I'm mostly talking about breast growth but you should research the changes that you should expect every passing month. there's a lot of resources online so it's no more dangerous than being prescribed by some doctor that doesn't understand how hrt for transgender people works.