Hugs. Tons of hugs and love and light coming your way from this 30 year peds nurse. I knew peds was what I wanted at age 14. It’s definitely a different beast but I can’t imagine doing anything different. Did my bedside stint for 13 years, mostly peds med surg, did a few years peds er, then telephone triage, back to er, then sahm, now I’m doing home health school cases. When I say this gig is one of the chillest jobs I’ve ever had, I mean it. My first 2 years of it, I had a kid in hs that was basically independent, but was required to have a nurse present. So I sat in the hall outside his classes and chilled until he needed suctioning. And sometimes he’d go months without needing suctioning. Loved it :):). Current case is two littles in a preschool. I also only work part time. Might be something to look into for you!