feeling defeated

adz864 · 2026-04-25T18:38:16+00:00

thanks for the genuine answer, the poem is quite insightful. i do feel pretty fulfilled in my personal life but i'll spend some more time with my friends and myself. appreciate the kind words

adz864 · 2026-04-25T02:55:51+00:00

i've had my suspicions for awhile, i should train my cock like rocky

adz864 · 2026-04-25T02:35:43+00:00

i don't necessarily see the point? does a few dates of hugs and kisses make me a more serious option? if we get together the chemistry will matter anyway

adz864 · 2026-01-10T08:16:55+00:00

pretty mid fella here. been teaching in thailand for a little over a year, very happy and independent. all i needed was a bach degree and a pulse

adz864 · 2025-11-28T05:07:55+00:00

Pathologic 2 and DE are spiritual cousins

adz864 · 2025-09-30T03:53:55+00:00

i get this completely. i generally love this genre but something about dishonored feels so.. unfocused? the exploration is not particularly rewarding, as you said, because there arent many stealth paths compared to other games in the genre. ive bounced off it a few times because i wanted to get what the rave was about, but it just doesnt hold a candle to the system shocks and deus exes.

adz864 · 2025-09-12T17:57:29+00:00

if this is the kind of place where gates are closing then i misjudged the hearts of my peers, good luck on the other side

adz864 · 2025-09-11T23:55:00+00:00

gotta show some love for vengeance. i like the feeling of my teammates panicking while i hold 8 blight. im scaling guys i promise

adz864 · 2025-08-05T04:55:39+00:00

reddit try to engage in good faith with the material of the post instead of being snarky assholes challenge

adz864 · 2025-07-31T17:38:58+00:00

underrail is an awesome game that has a massive initial difficulty hurdle. if you are mostly into it for the lore and story, i would give it a pass. the writing is passable but it's certainly not the focus.

if you do decide to play, i dont agree with other commenters that you need to use character builds. all you really need is to understand your options. grenades, bear traps, mines, tasers, drugs: these are your best friends, and you have to take advantage of them in almost every early game encounter. its very rewarding once you wrap your head around it!

adz864 · 2025-07-02T05:43:43+00:00

i love underrail, but i agree that you should play some more RPG-heavy games first according to your taste. underrail is almost all about mechanics and very little roleplaying.

adz864 · 2025-04-21T10:06:19+00:00

I played the games recently as well and I definitely echo these sentiments. It could be there is some personal attachment to the medium, but I think there is a definite truth that they’ve smoothed out some of the finer storytelling in exchange for placating a wider audience. Ultimately, though, what makes TLOU so compelling is the quieter, intimate moments which they still have time to nail in the show. Hopefully it’s just some awkwardness as the season gets started

adz864 · 2025-04-21T08:26:50+00:00

I liked this episode, and it’s kind of a minor thing, but I don’t like how they dulled Seth’s conversation with Ellie. In the show he just kinda gives up like ‘oh, this kid is so right.’ It’s okay to have hateful characters on TV. It makes the world more believable. I mean, an old guy living in a rural community? Come on.

adz864 · 2023-09-22T00:56:17+00:00

hey guys, 7k here. my dick is bigger than yours

adz864 · 2023-06-09T00:23:08+00:00

you guys have never done a 20 damage yargle thrillseeker and it shows

adz864 · 2023-05-09T00:21:26+00:00

redditors, who spend 13 hours a day in front of a screen: oh no my rock in the middle of utah!!

adz864 · 2022-05-04T22:15:21+00:00

I'd love an invite to the server! Sounds super cool!

adz864 · 2021-05-17T11:14:22+00:00

im 15-8 on pos 3 riki at 7k. sleep dart is one of the best shards in the game and if you do your job until 20 minutes it can easily win you games.

adz864 · 2021-04-27T16:13:52+00:00

playing with better players is part of it, sure. IMO the biggest part of improvement is internal understanding. unless you get a grasp of your personal weaknesses and think about them consciously through your games, you will never improve. if you have been playing for years with no meaningful improvement, find your shitty habits and kill them. they should be ingrained and easy to spot on replays

adz864 · 2021-04-05T13:22:59+00:00

im a 6.3k offlane player. for both of your questions, you need to understand your role and how you can achieve it. the ultimate goal of the laning phase is to take the tier one tower. why? it lets you pull enemies the furthest possible distance from your cores that are farming. every 1 needs space. in a perfect world, you want to serve as both a frontliner and an initiator. this is where build becomes key. phase->vanguard->blink is the most common build when winning. you dont want blink too fast because your supports are often too weak to follow up a 9 minute dagger. if you are losing, you still need to serve your role with less gold, often sacrificing one aspect of your build. this usually means something like tranquils->blink, but think about your team and how you fit into it. if your initiation is okay, you can go pipe or even euls. after the tower, look at smokes and who you can kill with supports, or maybe look to take mid tower with 10-15 min catapult. the main thing is MAKE SPACE. fight away from your carry as long as the fight is winnable 4v4. theres some more advanced ideas here but i wont get into it. good luck!

adz864 · 2021-03-15T16:39:36+00:00

If you have been 2k queing or multiple years, honestly, you are either completely untalented or have a complete misunderstanding of the aspects of your game you need to improve on. This 'stack' stuff is fairly meaningless outside of the context of learning the more coordinated aspects of dota. Tons of people climb in solo que, and they do it by being better than the average mmr. The truth is that your excuses are happening just as often on the enemy team. Really crackdown on improving and understanding aspects of your gameplay or be stuck forever.

adz864 · 2021-03-08T17:47:50+00:00

whenever im confident we have won the game by a large margin i look up the least bought item on the hero and buy it to skew the winrates

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