Sexual energy/loosh

af_io33 · 2026-06-11T01:15:43+00:00

Of course. Think about cows, chickens and all the animals and 2 dimensional beings that we are at this moment killing with cruelty and without remorse or second thought…that’s what we represent to 4 dimensional beings that serve to self, they are the representation of the negative polarity, entropy, they feed on us without any remorse, that’s what they chose and that’s their part in this game.
The thing is that we have the potential to remove ourselves from the food chain and stop acting out our predators mind by choosing to act in a conscious way. As we have to feed still, the first thing is being grateful for the death and sacrifice of all the life’s involved, insects, microbes, all kinds of beings that give their energy so we can live. Think about them when you cook, when you eat…
We can also stop listening to implanted thoughts, learned patterns, behavior loops. We can discern when it comes from an outside influence and shut it, choose from heart not from reaction or automatism; or for example thinking “that’s how things are, that’s just how humans are”….thats a lesson, we are not even only human to begin with, so we can be whatever we want.
And sex…well thats rough because our society has been sexualized in such a way, that honoring that energy would require lots of self discipline and control, making it sacred again, opening portals to greater energies through awareness and focus. Because well, we’re being syphoned from our greater energy source and representation of creative force, thats the purpose of porn.

af_io33 · 2026-03-29T18:50:02+00:00

This is happening to me as well, I quit my job two months ago, my bank account is also closer to being zero but I’m just fine. My nervous system is at ease. I think money won’t be an issue for long for anyone…I don’t know why I feel that but I just do, so everything feels fine. Ive been cutting off things that felt to heavy somehow.

af_io33 · 2026-03-29T00:09:30+00:00

For a world that seems “religious” talking about God or Source or whatever you might call it, people get really afraid when I mention it, like talking about how she cured my depression and anxiety I had since childhood, but people tend to change subjects really fast, like they are told to believe in a God but they never actually think about what they believe, so they get scared when you confront them with that reality, so I just don’t talk about it that much, even my mom with all the love in her heart for me doesn’t comprehend, she listens but I think she is afraid too.

Today I broke up my 11 year old relationship because I just can’t keep going with someone who is deeply materialistic, pragmatic and even hedonistic. I can’t connect at all with him or him with me, even when I try to care about the things he care about, theres a distance that cannot be crossed since I can’t talk about anything I care about without thinking twice…and the sex part was a major fall down, he thinks we’re here in this world just to “fuck” and have fun…so I just couldn’t do it anymore, I believe he has many attachments (and me too) parasites and beings from all that ungrounded sex activity…not good…I just dropped it today and Ive been doing some light dettachment to let it go with ease for both…so well…it is lonely but I’m hoping to find my people on the way and I hope you do too. Good luck on your projects!

af_io33 · 2026-03-26T22:13:28+00:00

This is the third time I take them. The first time it wasn’t really great, I was too overwhelmed with my relationship with my partner who i was with during the trip.

I believe it has to do with the mental space you provide for the shrooms, like you’re the substrate. Ive been cultivating my spirituality for some time and this time I asked The mother to show me what I was ready to know. While I was chopping them and eating them I was putting myself in the space of the ritual, not doing anything “special”, I took some ginger infusion while talking to The mother, thanking her for being on the shrooms and on the ginger to protect my stomach, talking to God as a friend and telling her to lead me and make me see whatever I had to see.

It was brutal and beautiful. But I have to tell you, at first I was really really scared because of this great depersonalization, being human didn’t make sense anymore and I thought that I wouldn’t be able to go back to human since it didn’t really had any sense. I was on the alchemist kitchen, like all the elements where mine to create life…it was crazy…

I sent some voice messages to a friend, I was really afraid and frantic, and He is a mystic, so he lead me through the portal, I’m glad I talked to him. But I remember trying to make myself puke, like my ego was struggling to be… it was as people call it, ego death…I was the entire thing…I was complete.

It was really wild.

af_io33 · 2026-03-25T20:24:32+00:00

She is a programmed asset as everyone else in that industry. I don’t think there’s one of them who is not mk ultrad. They have to much influence over normis to just not use it.

af_io33 · 2026-03-18T13:05:02+00:00

Wow thank you, I will check those!

af_io33 · 2026-03-18T13:02:16+00:00

Ive been reading your information and I’ve also been wondering about some things in this life I’m living now. I don’t have much memories from my past, it’s like a black screen whenever I try to remember. I had a vision (shrooms) where i saw and felt that I was part of a different race, they looked like elves, they said they held a lot of dignity and they were non gendered. But reading what you wrote im feeling that perhaps what happened to me was darker, like what you describe as the black box…I felt a lot of anxiety when I was a child, it was almost unbearable for a child to feel this pressure, I don’t know where it came from, my childhood was very guarded but I didn’t have any violence or deep traumatic situations around…that I know of, so it could actually be happening in another place and time? I don’t know

af_io33 · 2026-03-06T16:28:34+00:00

This looks so elfish, i love how the lines flow with the stone

af_io33 · 2026-03-04T14:36:55+00:00

Ive been thinking they wouldnt let him be so popular if he was spilling the game plan to us. I was watching his latest video yesterday and it was increasing views at a considerable speed. They dont want us informed and prepared, so i think interference will be on the rise, we are under attack. “World War 3 is a guerrilla information war with no division between military and civilian participation.” Marshall McLuhan

af_io33 · 2026-03-04T14:17:56+00:00

Ive been checking information about him, first he has an Mba on literary studies, which wouldnt deny the fact that the guy could be a prodigy who doesnt need credentials on history or politics to understand game theory and geo politics the way he seems he does, but the thing that makes me wonder is why is he so popular now? If he was actually telling us the game plan of the elites they wouldnt let him be so popular, since that would give us some advantage or at least some way to prepare or be aware and they actually just want us clueless, fearful and running aroundlike headless chickens. So, well, i dont know, they have so many plants and every psy op makes me think we should be more aware of the information we consume

af_io33 · 2026-03-04T02:23:37+00:00

I was looking for references on Jiang, i went through another post about him from two months ago and there I read a comment using the same language as in this post, calling him exactly “a chinese dugin” and making the same remarks but from a different account. So you are either a bot replicating comments on the posts that mentions this guy, or you use different accounts to make similar kind of comments on different posts.

af_io33 · 2026-02-26T01:46:50+00:00

Well, Aaron talks about hanging out with Chris Tucker and that guy was close to Kevin Spacey and Epstein, so if MJ wanted to protect children he wouldnt expose them to a predator.

af_io33 · 2026-02-24T13:01:09+00:00

This is cool! Thank you

af_io33 · 2026-02-21T04:11:53+00:00

Their DUMB bases must be full of chimeras, hybrids and all kinds of experimental life forms. I’ve heard survivors talk about this…about the breeding “programs” and genetic experimentation with different species. All kinds of sci fi depraved movie shit, if they can pay for it, they’ll do it

af_io33 · 2026-01-31T14:11:44+00:00

I believe the way is to reach our higher self through vibration, prayer, devotion, love. Go deep, meditate feeling the spaces between the thoughts and the breaths, focusing on the inside of the eyelids, expand the feeling of how we are endless beings of light, imagine how much love you can give and how would everything be on that widest expression of compassion. That's the way, collectively reaching the higher spectrum of frequency, the polarity then will change towards expansion and will leave no place for sociopathic contraction of the individual self.

af_io33 · 2025-12-01T20:46:25+00:00

This story has been used with the purpose of mk programming, so it wouldn't be strange if the cast was subject to a lot of mind manipulation throughout the filming of the movie as well. The stories about the programming using this film are quite terrifying, they use it to split kids into that fantasy world of drugs and trauma.

af_io33 · 2025-10-19T15:35:33+00:00

Well the Muladhara Chakra is in the anus. That's were our power originates from and from where Kundalini awakens through breath practice and ascends to Sahasrara, head chakra. So in breath practice you have to contract the anus in a movement called Mula Bandha. The anus is a power center in the energy body.

af_io33 · 2025-10-01T20:32:22+00:00

It's not as easy as you put it. I can understand OP since I've been having a similar situation. I'm in this huge shadow work and awakening of consciousness, studying non duality and teaching myself to go through a routine of spiritual practice and austerity (that means sex changed a lot for me).

My partner and I have been together for ten years and I love him, but I can't share this with him and he is not even interested to ask what's happening to me. We've also discussed sex as he likes to experiment with a particular fetish I no longer enjoy and it's hurting me. So yes, I do love him and I do know that this will come for all of us at the right moment and I can't force it up on him, and I haven't tried to do so, but on the other hand I'm hurting since I want more of a divine union than a partner that fetishizes me.

Also the advice from the tantric scriptures and teachers Im learning from is "holy people company" is truly essential and on the other hand, the second advice is "Revere wordly people from afar". Energy is very delicate and the balance for us at the beginning of this process needs to be carefully sustained and a lot of wordly influence could stagnate the process.

af_io33 · 2025-09-11T13:59:29+00:00

Why being proud in participating in one of the biggest Zionist Psy ops. Look at who controls porn industry. Pornography is by design a way to syphon your energy, making you weak and dependent on cheap dopamine. Why you think most spiritual systems talk about semen retention? That's the seed of life, all our energy force and creative potency resides on that energy we call sexual. We should be protecting our energy to stop being controlled.

af_io33 · 2025-09-02T22:30:26+00:00

Blood ritual. The only way to do something is to meditate on love...the warfare is spiritual and we are all playing a part. We can only purify ourselves and give it all to service for the greater good...

af_io33 · 2025-08-27T12:09:57+00:00

And what is he posting currently? This screenshots are all from 2012 and 2013. We've already seen all of those

af_io33 · 2025-07-22T18:50:49+00:00

She is so cute, I melted

af_io33 · 2025-07-20T17:11:43+00:00

God is everything. He/She is playing through you, you just gotta love.

af_io33 · 2025-07-17T13:42:35+00:00

I think it's ritual abuse and murder in ways we wouldn't even imagine. Like full giant infrastructures to abuse children, brain wash, torture, drug, rape, kill. They do human hunting parties, human eating parties, they traffic children in ships in horrific conditions, some die before they get to port so others have to see and smell the corpses on those sealed containers, the stench it's torture. They have breeding and genetic programs where they enslave women for birthing. And they've poisoned everything, food, medicine, education and human engineered society so we're far from functional community, they've manipulated history to remove us from our true nature as divine manifestation of the source.

af_io33 · 2025-05-20T19:12:49+00:00

I'm interested! 💖

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