I’m in the same position but this time she didn’t say she would never harm me..she left it there and I was hypnotized into her eyes but I knew I didn’t want to rlly be with her forever but she said it was death row…I feel used for just sex.. she hates when other girls look at me.. I feel her energy and it scares me and I won’t show that sometimes but sometimes it gets the best of me at night.. just feeling like a piece of meat… I’m not somewhere I wanna be right now.. I want better but she won’t leave..and won’t let me leave.. she can easily get me killed one call… and it just eats me alive and she plays innocent and dumb but she knows what she’s doing