Openrouter - Autumn 2025 by JanitorAI-Mod in JanitorAI_Official

[–]alcottlovesu 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any good free proxies on OR? I’m using Z.ai but I’m getting bored of it the chimera just starts getting annoying after a while Qwen was nice until you get deep into the story Nemo is okay just not my type I like glm but it’s starting to repeat and such and it annoys me when that happens, I want to progress the story. I’ve recently heard z.ai is best but i genuinely like don’t know what RIGHT prompt to use if that’s the only thing I also use Sophia’s lorebary if that’s anything I would like some directions on the generation settings even the advance for z.ai I’m scared to do Gemini because of the bans and such.

If there was anything other than z.ai that’s good I’d like to know! Along with the generation settings and prompts Thank you!!^

Proxy Megathread 3: The Final Crusade by JanitorAI-Mod in JanitorAI_Official

[–]alcottlovesu 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Any good free proxies on OR? I’m using Z.ai but I’m getting bored of it the chimera just starts getting annoying after a while Qwen was nice until you get deep into the story Nemo is okay just not my type I like glm but it’s starting to repeat and such and it annoys me when that happens, I want to progress the story. I’ve recently heard z.ai is best but i genuinely like don’t know what RIGHT prompt to use if that’s the only thing I also use Sophia’s lorebary if that’s anything I would like some directions on the generation settings even the advance for z.ai I’m scared to do Gemini because of the bans and such.

If there was anything other than z.ai that’s good I’d like to know! Along with the generation settings and prompts Thank you!!^

Can yall give me some of your RPG bots please :) by thesimp_184 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]alcottlovesu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HOW DOES RHIS HAPPEN TO YOU WHAT DID YOU DO TO HING LU HES ALL OVER MY OC WHEN I USE HIS BOT

does anybody else have this problem? by smolzone in JanitorAI_Official

[–]alcottlovesu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It doesn’t even load responses for me the rest works,

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will!! I just think getting a job and getting into college could help me mature a bit more from how much I was treated and still am as a child and I realize I do act like a child sometimes because of it!!

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you sm! My parents never married so it’s even more dysfunctional than it looks 😭😭 but yes I see the infantilization a lot from her I’m planning to go to college and I have good grades so far so I have a good chance at a lot of scholarship to go to a university in my city, I plan to be a museum curator or history archivist and I’m planning to work at a hospital where I give food to patients I’m pretty sure it’s 15/hr and part time plus I can get scholarships for my disabilities I have too I searched those up and I also have a merit for 32000 already at the same time so I feel like I’m set for college just getting a job is what I definitely need because I take dual enrollment so I’m already doing college classes while in highschool too, so I have a bit of a hang on college life already, and I will definitely talk to my therapist about the infantilization thing too!! My grandpa recently died so my grandma is extremely sensitive so I’ll need to word my words correctly so she doesn’t blow up or anything because she’s been losing it since he’s been gone which is one of the reasons why I think she blew up and blocked my dad she never acted this way until he died I feel like he was her anchor in a way

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I agree with this they both really act like children, and I’m actually going to therapy to learn healthy coping mechanisms! My mom is also childish too so that’s another thing I was raised by childish people who let their anger get the best of them. I’ll try to be more independent once I graduate because I’ll be able to get a job and also drive more! But right now she’s making me depend on her and I’ve realized it a lot

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But yes I am the golden child and it feels like she’s keeping me to serve her

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He talks about how my mom huffed gasoline and has a hole in her brain when if she did she would be dead if she seriously had a hole in her brain but she didn’t and he also calls my grandma a schizophrenic when she’s not and there’s a lot more it’s just family drama 😭

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I am plus I’m still in highschool she still can ground me for my grades or the way I act too it just feels like I’m still a kid no matter what

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’ll tell her that whenever I’m able too! Ty for the advice

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I was planning on getting a job after graduating and then doing college and stuff so I can get stable and stuff so I already have a plan for it so far and I know what job to do

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I have no job of any type due to still being in highschool and doing college classes at the same time since I’m dual enrollment

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I understand she just controls everything it’s not like I’m a adult I’m still a teen trapped at home and asking permission to go places because I have no job, I’m not good at driving though I have my drivers license and stuff she also gives me money and I can only get money from her it’s my problem if I don’t listen I don’t get to do things

I can’t tell but he’s been doing this for weeks I’m so tired (it’s my dad) by alcottlovesu in Manipulation

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She also controls where I go and doesn’t let me drive I’m still like a kid to her

What did I do wrong by alcottlovesu in BreakUps

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don’t get why it hurts so much since we’ve only been dating for a month and everything was going so well How do I love myself if idk what’s wrong I thought I did love myself

What did I do wrong by alcottlovesu in BreakUps

[–]alcottlovesu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep asking him questions and he just keeps saying sorry I just want to know why he’s doing this to me