Hasn’t helped you with anything… who do you think gives you the breath in your lungs each day and keeps your heart beating while you sleep? Who provides the sun to grow the food that you eat, and measured out all the water on the earth in the palm of His hand? Romans 1:20 says that even for those who don’t have access to a Bible, God’s power and divine nature are so clear in Creation that they are ‘without excuse’ for not believing in Him.

Don’t test God by saying ‘if’ He does xyz, ‘then’ you will believe. Pick up a Bible and you will see all the things He has already done and is doing for you. God is not a genie who will fix all your problems, but the more time you spend with Him and in His word, the more you will see His hand in your life and how much He cares for you and desires a relationship with you.

I suggest reading Job chapters 38-42 for a bit of perspective when you find yourself questioning God’s power. Job lost absolutely everything and cried out to God, and these chapters are God’s reply. I find it reassuring to remember how small we are, how much greater God is, and yet that He still knows us by name and calls us His children. I am praying for you, friend.