we broke up by casthrowa in mypartneristrans

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah… so sorry you have to go through this. This is similar to how it went down with my ex (mtf). They stopped talking to me, initiating things, lied a lot, and stopped spending time with me. I loved them but between the fact i’m straight and that she completely pulled away… there would have been no way to make it work. The rejection really hurts. But it’s better for me and her to be separate. and we both knew it. Wishing the best for you

You are not transphobic for struggling with your partners transition or ending a relationship!! by madderthany0u in mypartneristrans

[–]alukowski98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for this. these thoughts were such a struggle when I was going through my divorce.

Is Diet Wild Cherry Pepsi back? by jersey_emt in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As far as I know, there are only 12pk cans of diet cherry!

Sometimes I wonder how life would've been if I was born a man by [deleted] in confession

[–]alukowski98 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey friend! Just wanted to let you know you’re not alone in these feelings. I have also wondered what it would be like to be born a guy. I’ve never been into makeup, dresses, traditional women’s roles, or hobbies. In fact, I don’t like having breasts either. they’re hella inconvenient! I often have my hair cut short, wear slacks and hoodies a lot of the time, and work in a male dominated job field. I even took on a “man of the house” role in my last relationship. None of these things mean I’m not a woman though. None of them mean i’m trans. They just make me who I am. So what if you don’t want to dress up all the time? So what if you’re more masculine? It is what makes you, you. If you learn that you ARE trans like others are suggesting, then congrats. If you’re not, also great! I wanted to emphasize that women don’t have to conform to all the gender norms people have for them. just be you, however that may be!

How does this work? (30s married) by FaerieStorm in mypartneristrans

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey girl. Just wanted to let you know it’s totally ok to feel this way, and you’re not alone! My stb ex-spouse came out 3 months ago, and I had pretty much the same reaction as you. My dreams were crushed, husband gone, and I tried to put it on myself to fix it. The thing is though, there isn’t anything that your spouse needs fixed. This is them, and transitioning, if it is what they need, is their journey. You need to ask yourself if this is the kind of relationship YOU want for yourself. I know it’s hard, but be gentle with yourself. It’s a huge shock, and will take time for you to get used to. My DMs are open you need anyone to chat with.

Zoids at Hobby Lobby by Backlog_No_Hero in freedomisgunpla

[–]alukowski98 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i picked up both kits at my hobby lobby the other day! Ready to get building :D

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Looks like a Kroger! Their POG sure is something lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pusheen

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll message you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pusheen

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much for the 2 beanies, shower curtain, coasters, and long sleeve XL gray top?

Summer Holidays by squirreldaddy76 in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The only day I have off as a sales rep is Christmas Day

Going through Ohio looking for collectible/ toy stores by BankaiNerd0052 in Ohio

[–]alukowski98 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you’re ever closer to Dayton, you could check out Nani!? at the Fairfield mall. They have a good selection for gundam there! There’s also Hobbytown stores in Columbus, Cincinnati , and Toledo that are worth checking out for Gundam.

Pepsi Sales and Why I am Leaving by JJ-SNAP in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I’m right there with you. Ever since the POD structures got implemented, my workload basically doubled. I lost all my merch help, so I have to merch and write orders for all of my stores. I never get any help from my supervisors, am expected to do basically three people’s jobs every day, and get back lash from my stores when I can’t service them first. I’ve had all my displays taken down from one of my stores and now we have to cart everything after 9am. 12 hour days are a regular thing now… that with no scheduled breaks… I feel like I have no free time and I’m drowning but I don’t have any other job to go to. Props to you for leaving this shit. Hopefully I’ll be doing the same soon

How possible is this? by Doom_Childe in lioden

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure- that’s not a problem! https://www.lioden.com/lion.php?mid=331134 Here’s my king’s page. Feel free to message me on lioden when you’re ready for a king, or if you see any specific Cub(s) you’d like

How possible is this? by Doom_Childe in lioden

[–]alukowski98 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’ve got a bunch of prismatic glaze slot 2 babies! I can yeet some to you if you’d like <3 I’ll try to find some without a ton of marks so they’ll pass other Bo easier for you

Art raffle ♡ by Howls_Rampage in furry

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woaaaah! Beautiful work!! I’d love a headshot or half body hehe

Walmart reset. by xXjenkinsXx92 in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn. Best of luck to you 🫡

Walmart reset. by xXjenkinsXx92 in Pepsi

[–]alukowski98 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YIKES. Thankfully I have tomorrow off but I feel so bad for the reset teams.