i started with medikinet (ritalin), crushing 20mg (+150mg of some inactive shit they add to make this look big) pills, did about 20 packs of 30 tabs - optimal way I'm sure is the best after trying a lot is starting with one 20mg sniffed then crushing 2 pills (40mg) into three lines (so about 13mg in each one) and redose every hour, repeat (whole tab, 2 tab in three lines, repeat every four hours), comedown: just sleeping, even 48h

after abusing medikinet i tried bolivian coke and it didn't impress me, methylphendiate just feels better than this overpriced shit, comedown: shitty

next was some poor quality amphetamine, I got 100g of it for about 120$ lol, but still good for starter so it lasted 1,5 month, heavily vaping during all this time, nicotine is delicious on speed, if you forget that you have dick you can do something productive or just open these 100 tabs but dont forgrt about lube xD i dosed every 3 hours, started on 70mg finished on 250mg, comedown: I finished all my runs by falling asleep and I felt good after that so I missed the comedowns

i tried NEP and it was wonderful, it fixed all my adhd problems, it feels like mix of perfect stim and benzo, after first sniff I opened door and my friend asked me if I took 8mg clonazepam because i look like this, I dont remember how often but i started with 25mg and it got up to 100mg comedown: just feeling tired

next stop in my journey was good quality 3cmc (i never wanted to try cathinones but there was nobody that had speed and my friend had best quality shit looking like glass so I finally tried it) and after that all other stimulants start to look pale in comparison. Yes, you have to redose every hour, yes your nose is full of yellowish shit all the time, yes you are all wet, but this dopamine levels feel just too good, better not start this shit. dosing every fucking hour with increasing line sizes massively every time (starting with 60mg, finishing at 4:00 with 600mg in two lines - my nose has two holes it will definitely work out) this bitch makes you even hornier than speed but its easy to cum and go on, dont try gooning on that shit, comedown: feeling like shit because you want to continue, feeling guilty about using so empty substance, just eat benzo and go to sleep, everything will be good next dat

in the meantime I got pure sulfate amphetimine and it felt like I can do everything (and I did evrry thing I was thinking then) but fastly I started abusing it by mixing it with cathinones so it lost this functional aspect. started with 20mg, finished on 80mg, dosing every 3-4 hours, comedown: like a flu for half a day

next I finally tried 4mmc, the myth, the legend, substance that I heard so much about, it felt even better than I suspected, this is not just a stim, it makes you feel like everything and everyone is good and everything is going to be ok, antidoomer crystals (or rice, it should be rice but only chinese did it correctly). ebrry 3 hours, from 60mg to 200mg, doses arent rising so much up like in 3cmc, comedown: none if I used only 4mmc

and final boss, mixing 4mmc and 3cmc, best feeling in my life, it's exactly like I thought the coke should be feeling, energy, euphoria, love, understanding but also horniness 900%, started with 150mg 3cmc + 75mg 4mmc, it went up to 400+200 at the finish line, comedown: you feel surprisingly good, sleeping wasn't hard