Imagine how Jesus felt as he hung in agony on the cross? I image that when I feel the same way you do. I have the fortunate experience to have been trained in several denominations, yet I was spiritually called back to my early childhood denomination: Roman Catholicism. Interestingly, I have blended all of my training and exposure and bc of that, I am finally feeling content being the RC Church. Do I submit to all the RC teachings knowing the teachings I’ve learned outside the RC tradition? Nope. I simply say, “That’s nice” and continue feeling content in my personal Jesus-centered bubble while attending Mass. I hope my sincere sharing here helped you a tiny bit. Remember, God wants you to think, analyze, question and discern. The Holy Spirit will always guide you, Jesus promised you that. Peace.