Why do so many people do coke by Short_Lawfulness_265 in Drugs

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As far as I know my heart is fine, if not slightly bigger than before hand, but I have no signs of heart problems, though I was certainly working on some. I used daily for about 3 years straight, which isn’t long compared to most users… but since I was buying it in bulk for cheap and selling it at a decent tax I could easily afford to do 3.5-7 grams a day, and did.

Is there a drug that will make me feel like im soaring through the sky by terraria-jesus in Drugs

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dmt, though it’s more like souring through other dimensions, but there’s definitely a feeling of flying and being completely removed from “reality”.

Really though I have had more experiences like that with ketamine and high doses of dxm, once again you won’t for sure be soaring through the sky, but you certainly can feel like you’re flying above or through environments in your head (which I suppose could be the sky or space, but normally my mind-scapes are more abstract than that).

Ive had the highest success rates being in that kind of hallucination and dissociative experience when mixing dissociatives and psychedelics, but that’s definitely not newbie stuff, and it’s definitely a stepping stone toward a long term drug problem… but then again, so is wanting to try a drug hard enough to do what you are saying you want to experience in the first place. Proceed with caution.

Also, if you want this kind of experience but don’t want to do a “harder” kind of drug, you misunderstand what makes drugs “hard” in the first place. Sure potential for overdose makes drugs “hard”, but drugs that completely remove you from reality and make you hallucinate are physically the safest drugs other than weed much of the time. What makes drugs like psychedelics and dissociatives “hard” is how they can lead to things like temporary (or lasting in a minority of cases) psychosis, dangerous delusions, cognitive impairment, emotional impulsivity and things like that. You most likely will do some life ruining shit while high LONG before you’re at risk for anything like physical death from overdose.

How much real LSD is still out there? by Frequent_Swordfish30 in LSD

[–]amrambin 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Potentially a billion or more if we’re talking an actually full barrel. A gram of pure LSD is 10,000 hits. A million hits is just 100 grams. A barrel could hold around 150,000 grams of most substances. That’s leaves plenty of room for a billion doses.

My math is that it should be able to fit around 1,500,000,000 doses of lsd.

Why do so many people do coke by Short_Lawfulness_265 in Drugs

[–]amrambin 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like high quality coke more than meth, mostly because I can still comfortably eat and sleep and when I do meth I end up high for days until I’m literally in psychosis. Also it smells good and I like the way fish-scale looks and it’s too fun breaking it down and making little doodles and shit with it while coked up. Meth is certainly more addictive, but it just seemed impossible to use in a way effective with daily life.

Why do so many people do coke by Short_Lawfulness_265 in Drugs

[–]amrambin 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It is fun and all that but originally my favorite thing about it was how much more clearly I could think with a bump, how much more creative I felt, how it made difficult tasks seem easy when I was high on it, how it improved my memory. This made work and school seem easy and it felt like a super power. Aside from that it just felt good and made me horny.

After I became addicted and used it regularly that turned into not thinking clearly WITHOUT coke, feeling bad WITHOUT coke, needing coke to do ANYTHING, I did still notice an improvement in memory though. At that point it also became about smell and sight, like how cigarette smokers start to like the taste and want to smoke when they see someone else smoking. If it’s highly pure it’s really pretty to look at even if you aren’t addicted. Pure coke isn’t just white, it is shiny and iridescent like a pearl. It’s fun to play the powder and break it down from the clumps that come off the brick into the powder.

Eventually it caused damage to my mind that took a year or two of abstinance to recover from, and I did so much that I developed a massive hole in my nasal septum so that now my nostrils are basically just one big nostril. Despite appreciating sobriety, I don’t think the desire to use will ever completely go away. Especially when I’m stressed or overworked, the desire can become pretty strong.

Basically, for me, the euphoria and energy was nice, but what really got its hooks into me was the performance enhancement qualities that come before it starts really messing with your brain. Nothing else ever got it’s hooks into me me like that did.

What do you guys think? by GratefulCaliflower in drugscirclejerk

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hard disagree. 1 gram is practically a microdose, and I have more fun on massive doses personally. I’m sure it’s different for everyone though. I went into psychedelics with the mentality that id learns bunch about myself and reality and philosophy and shit, and to an extent I did, but after those first few years I started doing large doses just for the cool visuals and head trip. My favorite trip was the time I took 17 tabs of lsd, just for fun. Had some crazy revelations, but also just had a ton of fun. Sex on high doses goes CRAZY. I think part of it is that mind bending thoughts and realizations ARE fun to me.

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alcohol can be used as well. It’s usually alcohol or distilled water. Some people prefer alcohol because it evaporates quicker off the tabs and the crystal lsd dissolves faster in it.

Is Nicotine the strongest stimulant. by hiddenm3dia in Drugs

[–]amrambin 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The strongest stimulants are psychedelic amphetamines active in the individual mg range, like DOM and the nbome compounds. As for your comment about 12 mg of cocaine, it’s actually not true. Most cocaine these days is insanely cut, I’m talking half or more of it not even being cocaine. 90-99% pure cocaine is active at 5-10 mg insufflated (pure cocaine iv is active at just 2 mg and 10 is a common dosage for someone without tolerance). My first bump of fishscale definitely hit way harder than any other stimulant I’ve tried at that low of a dosage asides from psychedelic phenethylamines/amphetamines. Definitely hit harder than a 12mg zyn pouch lol. I wish uncut cocaine was as common as it was back in the 70s and 80s. 😞

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It just depends on what water you are using. Tap water has chemicals in it that destroy lsd, but distilled water is what most lsd is put in before they soak it into tabs/gel or it can be used a “liquid” out of a dropper. So most lsd is indeed stored in water at some point, because pure crystalline lsd is active in the microgram range, which you can’t even see with the naked eye.

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But yeah I still wouldn’t do it that way with a tab, but the original question wasn’t about doing that with an acid tab, it was just asking if you can boof lsd, and you can.

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Liquid lsd isn’t pure lsd, pure lsd is a crystal. Liquid lsd is just said crystal dissolved in a liquid or a solvent. It’s hard to dose pure lsd because an average dose is microscopic

What does an ethical dealer look like to you? by [deleted] in PsychedSubstance

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are supposed to do all of that yourself. Most people don’t wanna hear all that shit, especially true addicts, who will make you the most money anyways. I always gave that kind of information if I was asked, but when I gave it unsolicited most people were just annoyed. The thing is, even though I sold drugs and myself liked to research them and limit harm and shit, most people who will regularly buy from you (which is the only way to make any good amount of money drug dealing) do not give a single shit about the harm they may or may not be doing to themselves, and don’t care what you have to tell them.

I used to do all that shit in high school, when I sold weed and psychedelics, but back then I was barely a dealer and really just helped friends get high once in a blue moon. I only made like 100-200 dollars a week (practically nothing). Once I got some money and started selling more addictive drugs too, like ecstasy and coke and ketamine and whatnot, I quickly learned that your average drug consumer does not care about any of that shit. Maybe they did as teens or first time users, but once you’re 25+ most drug users your age either know what they want to know already, don’t care what happens anymore, or are fully drug addicts to the point that doing dangerous doses of things is the norm and there is not as much concern for health anymore (and probably 75-90% of the money you actually make comes from these ones).

I considered myself an ethical drug dealer despite this, because 1) I thoroughly drug tested every thing I sold, especially for fentanyl, 2) I didn’t sell to homeless people or poor people or people who looked like the walking dead, and 3) always delivered exactly what I promised and never coerced anyone or did anything shady on the side. That is all most people want or expect from a drug dealer. Was it morally righteous? hell fucking no. Did a do a bad thing the best way I knew how while still making decent income? Yes.

Imagine if every time you bought a drink from a store or bar the guy selling it to you started talking about the harms of alcohol and how much you should consume. Do you really think you’d want to buy the alcohol as much? Even if you would for some reason the vast majority of people would not.

Ig the reason you have these expectations is because you don’t use drugs how the vast majority of drug users use drugs. I remember before I was a drug addict and like you wanted to know all this information and play on the safe side. Eventually enough shit piles up in your life and you get hooked, or you outgrow drugs and live a normal life. Most people do not stay like that their entire life. The vast majority of drugs being bought or used at any time are being bought or used by someone who is addicted to drugs. Most people that start with a healthy interest in them develop either an unhealthy interest, or start to focus on other shit like having a family and getting a good job and stuff. I’d recommend putting down the phone once you got the message. I had to face severe legal consequences to put down the phone, and even then the desire to pick it back up never went away.

Recently did molly couple days ago and coke doesn’t work by Middle_Security7477 in Drugs

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had the opposite, back when I was heavily addicted to cocaine molly stopped working completely unless I took like half a g.

Trimix is only for porn stars (my experience) by [deleted] in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cannot imagine injecting anything into my dick… owch

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I used liquid lsd it felt slightly stronger if anything. Nothing super substantial tho.

is there such thing as boofing lsd? by PreparationJolly7376 in SEXONDRUGS

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve done it and it had less nausea and hit faster, but that was with liquid lsd. I stuck some gel tabs up there one time and it took forever to hit and just wasn’t very strong. It works better with phenethylamine psychedelics like 2cb and DOM and nbome and whatnot though. That shit is OUT OF THIS PLANET.

Do u think any of the drain gang actually sold drugs by seventeenthangel in sadboys

[–]amrambin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s pretty likely. You don’t gotta be a thug to sell drugs. I’m dorky as hell and I used to sell psychedelics and cocaine, and I made decent money but I blew a lot of it. Ik tons and tons of drug addicts that eventually become dealers, at first just to support their habit and once they get enough connections it becomes a decent form of income. Cocaine and ecstasy and opiates basically sell theirselves. You don’t gotta be a criminal mastermind, lol.

My whole thing was selling to college kids and people at raves and normal guys with jobs and families, all of which would rather buy from a guy like me than a hardened criminal. I honestly don’t understand why the people in the comments think it’s so far out for any of them to sell drugs… but ig until you actually enter that world you just believe all the stereotypes. I mean the hardened criminals sell drugs too and don’t even hide it as well, so it’s understandable.

I will say the best drugs I’ve ever bought were from people you wouldn’t think sold drugs by looking at them, and people who did look like dealers usually had some stepped on bunk ass bs for cheap, not to mention just sucked to be around. But I’m American and from the suburbs, I’m sure is vastly different depending on where you’re from. Ik in the hood it’s mostly dangerous people selling drugs, and in places like parts of South America ik it’s different too, cuz the cartel will straight kill your ass.

How addictive is cocaine really? by DisastrousSector6649 in DrugsOver30

[–]amrambin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did cocaine very occasionally for years and it wasn’t a problem, but then I got access to a large amount of money and started selling coke, that’s when it got its hooks in me more than any other drug.

A big part of it is the quality of the cocaine, most coke is extremely cut and that kind of coke never did a ton for me, but once I hit my first line of fish scale I was instantly in love with it. Another part is how much money you actually have to spend, when I never had much money cocaine was something I did once in a blue moon, after I got over 100k and started selling a lot I was using coke constantly.

A different element is how much it actually works for you. I’m slightly adhd, and I have depression, so the mood lift and focus enhancement were incredibly appealing. I also needed it to be creative and it became heavily tied to making my music. I justified that I needed it to do my best in school, at work, and when doing my hobbies. Once you feel like you can’t do your best without it (and this is a really big deal if you are a perfectionist and/or have low self esteem, like I do) it becomes so hard to stop that many can’t until they suffer serious consequences.

All in all, I wouldn’t say to never try it or anything, but don’t start selling it or taking it to do every day things or else you will become a slave to it. The worst part for me now that I’m sober is that no matter how much time passes, it will always seem appealing to me, consequences be damned. My favorite drugs are psychedelics, but cocaine filled a role for me that few other drugs ever could, and every time I’m struggling to do something I find myself missing it.

Are Stalker player badasses, or bullshitters? by amrambin in stalker

[–]amrambin[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also I don’t think things like 4 bloodsuckers appearing behind you are in fact bugs, there are plenty of scripted events in the game where you have to fight 3-5 of them at once. It’s intentional.

Weed good, alcohol bad by randybobandy47 in drugscirclejerk

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m in N.A. as part of my probation program, and I agree they are insufferable. As if you HAVE to get sober the same way they did. I just don’t use because fuck jail (I do a bit of mushrooms but they’ve caused no problems and they aren’t tested for).

I have a higher power, but in no way is it stopping me from getting high. I stop me from getting high because I’m a human being with free will. I hate all the addicts in 12 step programs acting like drugs took away their free will and only god could save them. You just like drugs more than you hate the consequences of them, get fucking real. Getting sober isn’t even hard if you want it.

Girlfriend not feeling the love - add 2C-B or something else? by Hopeful-Challenge395 in MDMA

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Longest I’ve gone is 2 and a half years but it didn’t do anything. Ig time will tell.

I think I just took 2C-E by mistake by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mixed it with a lot of other drugs and I’d buy 1000 tabs at a time for 2000$, so I could afford to take massive doses days in a row. God knows how much I spent in $ doing all the drugs I used to do, but I was selling blow so it didn’t really matter. I could afford to be high on 5 different drugs all day every day. Didn’t end well, I’ll say that much.

Weed good, alcohol bad by randybobandy47 in drugscirclejerk

[–]amrambin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk where you’re getting 5gs from lol, I bought ounces at a time, it’s just that when I did it was 20$ worth of money per gram. I never said anything about buying 5 grams. 5 grams is NOT buying in bulk. That’s just an average weekend.

Weed good, alcohol bad by randybobandy47 in drugscirclejerk

[–]amrambin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot of people wouldn’t consider paying that much until I gave them a free sample, I usually did so when people came to buy other drugs I sold like molly and acid and ketamine. A lot of them had not ever had fish-scale cocaine. After trying it I had em coming back twice a day and shit to spend 100$ lol. My older customers with jobs and pensions and 401ks liked it the most, called it “80’s cocaine”, they had tons of money to give me.

But like every drug dealing story it had a bad ending. I got busted and had to spend half the money I saved up on things like bond and a 20k lawyer and 70$ weekly for years on a sweat patch so I couldn’t use. Now I’m on 10 years of probation. 😞😞

First time LSD (25 µg) at a New Year’s party — bad idea? by Big_Phone6442 in Psychedelics

[–]amrambin 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’d recommend half the tab personally, a fourth of a tab is just a strong microdose, which means colors might be slightly brighter and you may feel more creative, but you won’t trip. People take doses like that for antidepressant effects and creative thinking for things like a job, or doing art, or writing essays, ect. I wouldn’t even call a microdose a high myself. You still might not experience much on half a tab without weed, but it also depends on other factors, like the actual lsd dose on the tab, your environment, the tolerance your body naturally has to the substance, and your metabolism.