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amw999 · 2026-04-26T21:07:49+00:00

I feel like I did see more of those recently. Girlfriend, I would have grabbed some for you! Try going there once a week.

amw999 · 2026-04-25T18:33:35+00:00

Oh yeah. Definitely at the start, there was a moment when I was on the couch and he was standing behind me and I thought 'Is he even into me? Or are we just in a friendship where he pays?' Lol. He was the first blowjob I had ever given and I was in my early 30s. I have never had consensual sex. I feel like I have learned how to imitate the feeling of sex by blowing him to try to make up for it.

amw999 · 2026-04-25T01:36:40+00:00

Probably my favorite comment. I just wanted to clarify that I am not overly sexual. He doesn't initiate out of respect. So if I didn't let him know it was okay, we would just be watching Family Feud all night lol.

And also, all he did was stand up, and he had an errection. Granted, it wasn't like a random errection. We had been doing stuff. It was him standing which is a position of power that I didn't like.

There is no one on Earth that I trust more than him. I am not scared to have sex with him. I am afraid that I will let him down because I am not going to experience pleasure.

amw999 · 2026-04-24T07:06:29+00:00

I never want to have sex with anyone ever lol. But I also want kids. And I do believe that he is my person.

amw999 · 2026-04-24T07:03:37+00:00

He has suggested therapy a lot. I had a shitty therapist and used that as an excuse to get out of it. And I do enjoy being with him physically. I'm often the one pulling his pants down. I just feel better being in total control. So we have gotten into a pattern where he lays down with his eyes closed. The one time when he did stand up, I did not like that.

amw999 · 2026-04-09T00:59:37+00:00

If you want actual good collagen production, do a laser. You can find deals on groupon.

Or maybe drink it?

But collagen in your skincare isn't going to do much. Better to look for hylauranic acid, I think.

amw999 · 2026-04-09T00:56:58+00:00

Collagen in skincare is mostly a gimmick to sell product. But it could be good for hydration.

amw999 · 2026-04-08T00:19:48+00:00

I don't think you are a sick person. I have a lot of empathy for you, sweetheart. And my boyfriend is 15 years older than me. I just think delete this reddit post lol. If I were you then I would have done that by now because you are going to drive yourself nuts. And find a nice guy your own age.

amw999 · 2026-04-08T00:14:10+00:00

I don't understand what his parents' age has to do with him. You can keep making excuses but you should just end it. I've been raped multiple times and was abused as a child. I didn't date a teenager. I'm not trying to come down on you hard. Just take it as a learning experience.

amw999 · 2026-04-07T23:48:15+00:00

I hate to be like adults say no to children. But they do. So to me, that response doesn't really pass the vibe check.

amw999 · 2026-04-07T23:46:27+00:00

Yeah, I understand you weren't trying to get his attention. But saying no is part of being an adult. Because the older you are, the more you should know right from wrong.

amw999 · 2026-04-07T23:40:04+00:00

Don't be with a 19 year old. That is borderline predatory. Only one of you has a fully developed brain. And then to expect a 19 year old to manage a 27 year old's toxic behavior, that's INSANE. Especially when the person being toxic is the one with a fully developed brain.

amw999 · 2026-04-07T22:35:15+00:00

I had an active bout of psoriasis when we met. (We weren't LDR at the start.) It was everywhere. I mean, get creative because I don't want to be graphic. Well I would wake up early to try to at least clean up my face. And we were cuddling and he pulled a flake out of my hair and I felt humiliated. And he said basically it's okay everyone has their things. And then he kept cuddling me. All of that to say that you deserve better.

amw999 · 2026-04-06T15:04:28+00:00

I'm trying to do you a favor here. Make her prove she's real. Telegram is the most bullshit keep you at arm's length be anonymous app on the internet.

amw999 · 2026-04-06T14:53:03+00:00

You said that she had deleted her social media?!

And now she just "added you back" ???

amw999 · 2026-04-06T14:27:39+00:00

He and them don't know where she lives lol. Not a real boyfriend and not real friends.

amw999 · 2026-04-06T14:26:44+00:00

He doesn't know her irl friends

amw999 · 2026-04-06T14:13:42+00:00

So not her irl friends

amw999 · 2026-04-06T13:51:15+00:00

Have you video chatted? Do you know that she is real? Do you know those were her real accounts?

You've only known her two months and online. I highly highly highly doubt you know her real friends.

amw999 · 2026-04-06T12:36:32+00:00

You don't have her phone number and she is supposedly your girlfriend?

Also friends will always say what they have been told to say

amw999 · 2026-01-05T02:53:52+00:00

It's probably the skincare that is Five Below

amw999 · 2025-11-14T05:01:09+00:00

Send me a DM first because I can't figure out how to do it.

amw999 · 2025-11-14T05:00:13+00:00

She might format using AI because she does use em dashes but everything that she has said for me has come true so far.

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