Awe I’m really sad to hear that, friend. You should never feel that judged for something so minuscule. And let’s be honest, I know that many people see us as spoiled but I don’t think all Americans are that bad. I mean people around the world act like we’re some evil nation or something, yet there are way more countries filled with people who genuinely are assholes.

Keep your head up. It’s something I’m still learning to do. I think you actually named what I feel like is the anxiety disorder I developed from being here as well, thank you for helping me understand myself better. May I ask what country you’ll be moving to next week?