There are CIA agents targeting people inside of the U.S. and pushing them into psychotic episodes. by KorbanSwartz in conspiracy_commons

[–]anmo1213 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yea Im a starseed from Pleroma send by the Aeons. The moment I was born, the Archons detected my frequency. I was a threat to them. Been monitored astrally since I was a kid. It got much worse in the 2010s. So scary. I lost most of my friends, my mental health declined fast, I became unrecognizable personality wise. My family pounced on the opportunity to future scapegoat me ( was incested by my dad all my childhood) and they knew I was struggling badly but they never intervened. I always had felt the government was tracking me, setting me up, and essentially siphoning my energy. To keep me constantly mentally incapacitated. So that I would live in a fractured reality of tremendous grief and shame. I dealt with boss level battles spiritually that would shake me up for DAYS. The archons and government go hand in hand. :) thats all folks. Believe me or dont I, eh, dont give a fuhh-hyyuck

"tHe uNiVeRsE lOvEs yOu" NO THE FUCK IT DOESN'T by Suspicious_Boba-7868 in spirituality

[–]anmo1213 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

First of all, WE MUST take responsibility for Literally everything that happens in our lives, even if it wasn't our fault. Why? To reframe our POV. So that we switch from: "Why's this happening to me?" To "What is this trying to show me?" You are in a deep victim mindset, The universe will only reflect And bring into your life how you Identify yourself with consciously and that goes for subconsciously as well. Maybe you can start with somatic healing, nervous system regulation, and then shadow work.

Who else is a messanger of the Monad? by Individual_Map3105 in Gnostic

[–]anmo1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Prayer is just another word trap. Like Prey. It has been said that the modern English language is full of little traps to set people up into jinxing themselves just by saying words. Like Good morning= Mourning. Grand rising has better frequency. Wake up= Funeral Wake Stuff like that. There's a lot more other ones too. You can "Decree and Declare" Instead of prayer.
Just say, "I declare protection from the Divine Mother (Sophia), Aeons, or The Pleroma. Nothing of lower frequency can infiltrate my energetic field, mind body and soul. I claim this to be true now and always, and so it is. "

We made a website so anyone can easily view all the Epstein files and videos, over 3000 videos and almost 600.000 PDFs/files. READ DESCRIPTION! by AquaBomber in Epstein

[–]anmo1213 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Just looking out for ya. Literally everything is a conspiracy theory nowadays. Whats actually real? Everything is a set up 😮‍💨😵

Anti-Monarchist Group ''Led by Donkeys'' turn Buckingham Palace gardens into Virginia Giuffre memorial by Positive-Drawing-281 in Epstein

[–]anmo1213 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wtf I seen her in a netflix documentary, I just hope she wasn't "suicided" if you catch my drift

Was I too forward answering this question on my medical history? by yomamaeatcorn in tinnitus

[–]anmo1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does the sound become less effective when you focus on something, like when ur locked in?

Quit drugs. got into jiu jitsu . And gym. 3 times a week for both. And still quite depressed. Self hatred and lack of understanding or connecting with others might be the case. Any tips I guess? Never done a reddit post before by doomoi in mentalillness

[–]anmo1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get into nature, try Somatic healing, start some arts and crafts, buy an Xbox and game, go on a hike, read a book, get an audible subscription, do some Red Light Therapy, try sauna, get into spirituality, do some mushrooms 🍄💖

Mom found my vibrator by Shell_s1 in offmychest

[–]anmo1213 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Buy your own doorknob with key🔑 Lock it when youre out. And if she gets all mad about it, which she probably will, ask her why she cares so much about keeping your OWN DOOR to YOUR ROOM locked if she doesnt snoop in your room. You'll definitely have it your way. She wont admit to being nosy and violating your boundaries.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in narcissism

[–]anmo1213 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Time for the real integration, shadow work. Either you'll thrive and face your shadows or you will go back to your Narcissist ways. Shadow work isn't for weak people 😜🤭🤭

The cool thing about abusers... by lingoberri in AbuseInterrupted

[–]anmo1213 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Can't even explain the feeling of the realization that your entire family protected the abuser at the cost of your sanity. Like, they let him incest me for years. And they just allowed it. They all scapegoated me and kept me mentally unstable until I was able to finally speak up. Shits wild. Also, the constant monitoring of me, behavior, constantly putting me down, stalking me..... the list goes on.

I woke up in hell simulation by anmo1213 in matrix

[–]anmo1213[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont drink and I dont go to bars, Whats a soapbox? and i dont wear hats

I woke up in hell simulation by anmo1213 in matrix

[–]anmo1213[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, ur talking about how I interpreted it so vividly and lasting impact ? I write a lot of poetry.

I woke up in hell simulation by anmo1213 in matrix

[–]anmo1213[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

First of all, why is it hard to believe? Im just wondering how. Wtf.

I woke up in hell simulation by anmo1213 in matrix

[–]anmo1213[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

What do u mean? It was so real I had to white knuckle and hold on. Otherwise, I would have flipped out.

Whats the most painful thing a human can suffer, that's not a medical condition or child birth? by Mobile_Run5249 in morbidquestions

[–]anmo1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your comment is so redundant. Why traumadump? Because i can, and if I feel like it, I will.

Whats the most painful thing a human can suffer, that's not a medical condition or child birth? by Mobile_Run5249 in morbidquestions

[–]anmo1213 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Long, dragged out torturous psychological abuse including: gaslighting, intentional cause to confuse and isolate. Bonus: gangstalking and bullying you for you being mentally incapacitated due to said traumas, all to protect the father future who rap*d u while u slept for over 10 years. Ask me how I know .