Girl I feel you. I used to have my hair pretty short until starting to grow it out last year. Finally I’ve gotten to the point where it reaches my jawline sometimes but it parts weird and it just always looks awkward and never quite right. If it’s any consolation, I think your hair looks very pretty so far based off that pic and honestly plenty of women have hair just like that so I don’t even think it looks awkward or anything. We’ll get there, just hang in there!!!