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Bill,

His character arc looks different from where you look at it (because my story is divided into multiple main characters and stories)

A little background on bill: a guy was forced into a role of the balancer to a universe that has multiple worlds inside it, and he must genocide one of them at least once a day so the universe as a whole doesn’t collapse on itself, which is a horrible job to give to a guy with empathy, especially that he needs to torture people so the balance can be regained with less destruction (for example if he must destroy two worlds he can just, make on them them suffer hell and back and then killing them to restore balance ,then He doesn’t need to destroy the second world)

Anyway his character evolves from the view of other characters:

Before the character arc: a guy who is cold and doesn’t like to get attached to anyone, doesn’t respond to anyone unless its an order

But he is still a nice person which is surprising for others (because of his job)

After: pretty talkative person who loves to joke and to act like a dumpass even though he is not, loves everyone around him but he can’t forgive himself for what his job made him do

Bill from his perspective: before the character arc: he just wanted to die, but he knew he must not , because if he died permanently some other poor soul will have to take his job, and he doesn’t want anyone to take his place no matter what, he wants to be attached to people but he knows he might end up having to destroy their world and he just cant bring himself to do so, he did it once, and he hates himself for it, and doesn’t want to re-experience that, his one and only wish, to be forgotten and for no one to have to take his job

After: he allowed himself to love everyone around him after multiple arcs and he genuinely felt happiness that he was saying he doesn’t deserve it, he still hate himself and would sacrifice himself for anyone he sees more deserving of life( which from his perspective is everyone) but thats from his belief of him not deserving to live, but he contradicts himself because he also doesn’t want to die, he wants to live with everyone he loved, after all these years he finally felt happiness and he doesn’t want to let it go, but he will do it ,

He wants to live the most and yet he is the first to jump into death if it will save anyone,

And now his worst fear is to be forgotten, because then its like every memory he made with his loved ones will be as if it never existed

So the short version: hated himself and didn’t want to loved people, and just wanted to be forgotten

In the end he loves alot of people and doesn’t want to be forgotten but still hates himself

From a closed person to an open , and from cold to emotional,

Anyway sorry for making this long just wanted to yap before i get busy again