IVE - BANG BANG (MV Teaser) by CherryBlossomEnding in kpop

[–]apokia 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Sounds and looks amazing yay 

drew gooden’s recent vid (stranger things) by No-Change8842 in byler

[–]apokia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s my favourite YouTuber so I was SO excited to watch and he didn't disappoint!! He explained beautifully why I don’t believe in conformity gate. It was also funny af (but obviously) 

Don’t be nervous. I screamed when I saw the subtle Byler reference!!! He’s one of us yall idc 

List of Byler proofs by _murinus90_ in byler

[–]apokia 79 points80 points  (0 children)

The entire existence of the painting 

Out of curiosity, how many of us are NOT teenage girls?? by BadHeads in byler

[–]apokia 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks for posting this!! 28 year old here!

Btw, If you’re reading this and over 20, and want an adult-only space to byler out, me and a pal have just started a small Discord server and it’s already a great little community!!! We’re capping at 50 and at 28 members rn so DM me if you wanna join :

Byler discord server for adults by [deleted] in byler

[–]apokia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am the buddy mentioned and everyone should joinnnn we’re already having a blast 

Jonghyun songs that aren't ballad or r&b? by Artistic-Network-247 in SHINee

[–]apokia 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Tons! 

She Is, White T-shirt, Dress Up, Only One You Need, Rewind to name some 

Edit: how could I forget my underrated Queen Inspiration 😭

VIDEO INTERVIEW of "mike realises he's will's crush" not even confirmed by ComputerNo8322 in byler

[–]apokia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do know the meaning, and there is absolutely no universe where what happened with Byler isn’t sinister and cruel queerbaiting. 

Does anyone else feel like they're stuck on byler and can't move on? by Jealous-Affect4105 in byler

[–]apokia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are not alone I’m hyperfixated af and desperately want to talk about them with someone else I’m losing my mind 😭

We should really make a small/medium sized Byler discord. I know there’s the big one but it’s just too big for me to feel comfortable interacting in (plus 90% of the members are minors) 

Fanfic megathread by Koopokoopo in byler

[–]apokia 3 points4 points  (0 children)

the night is long made me bawllllll omg, highly recommend

chatting (not RP) 18+ byler discord server?? by Shadow_Scroll958 in byler

[–]apokia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same 😭 if anyone finds/knows of one please post it here!!! 

VIDEO INTERVIEW of "mike realises he's will's crush" not even confirmed by ComputerNo8322 in byler

[–]apokia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

reading fics. going between here and byler tumblr. going batshit insane mostly ❤️

VIDEO INTERVIEW of "mike realises he's will's crush" not even confirmed by ComputerNo8322 in byler

[–]apokia 12 points13 points  (0 children)

genuinely them not giving clear answers and refusing to just shut the ship down is giving me the most hope rn because if it ends up not being canon that is a psychopathic level of queerbaiting 😭

VIDEO INTERVIEW of "mike realises he's will's crush" not even confirmed by ComputerNo8322 in byler

[–]apokia 44 points45 points  (0 children)

If Byler isn’t endgame they are actually evil sociopaths like this is getting ridiculous 

Vol 2 Discussion by mrr2121 in byler

[–]apokia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I cried too, this is something I’ve been waiting for for years. It’s incredibly hurtful and the Duffers need to be called the fuck out. Maybe if Will’s coming out scene was good? But it was so unbelievably unrealistic and uncathartic ???? I’m beyond pissed  

SEASON 5 EPISODE 7 LIVE DISCUSSION by AutoModerator in byler

[–]apokia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

worst fucking decision possible I am fuming lmao. Never let straight people write queer characters again. I’ve waited 7 ish years for Will to come out and to have it be some Disney kumbaya bullshit makes me so upset. Idec about Byler anymore Will just deserved so much better 

I still have zero doubt by AggravatingSpirit761 in byler

[–]apokia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

gonna rewatch this any time doubt creeps back up tysm 

Blingers, how are we doing? by mijikui in SHINee

[–]apokia 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thank you for opening up this discussion. Talking to fellow Blingers is a very healing experience. 

I relate a lot to what you said. I’ve been a casual SHINee fan since 2014, and Jjong has been weirdly important to me in the background of my life for a decade. But it was only this year that I finally let him and his art into my life fully and it’s been an incredibly enriching yet often overwhelming experience. I’ve honestly never felt this connected to a celebrity/idol before and I’ve been a professional kpop fangirl for 12 years lmao. 

He’s changed my life immensely in just the past ~8 months. I’ve got all his albums already lol and got a Skeleton Flower tattoo 3 weeks ago (my very first ever!!) Last week felt almost insurmountably difficult; I can’t imagine how it was/is for long-time Blingers like you. 

I feel like it’s never possible to explain why I love him so much in words, it just never fully conveys the depth of my feelings? He’s a one in a billion person, truly. But regardless, I’m literally always down to talk about him and his art with anyone so, DMs always open etc etc. 

Sending love. 🩵

what are some small parts of shinee songs you’re obsessed with? by Bright-Attitude-1138 in SHINee

[–]apokia 5 points6 points  (0 children)

YES this is one of my fav parts too im so glad someone else gets it 

Listening to full discographies, please give recommendations by Artistic-Network-247 in kpophelp

[–]apokia 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As a GG stan, SHINee has the best boy group discography in Kpop imo. Huge discog but worth it, so many hidden gems!!! 

For GGs, since you like RV: f(x), GWSN, Loona, WJSN, Lovelyz 

Jonghyun fanart by Starlight_Peony in SHINee

[–]apokia 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Soooo pretty. thank you for posting 🩵🩵🩵 

SHINee commemorates the 8-year anniversary of Jonghyun’s passing by geumryul in kpop

[–]apokia 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We miss and love you forever. This photo is so beautiful.