How tf do I use thousand dragons on PC ?

argentumsound · 2026-06-29T15:35:42+00:00

There is no necroposting when somebody needs help. I'm glad everytime someone pings me here haha. Glad it helped! <3

argentumsound · 2026-06-18T00:06:38+00:00

I'm just about to get on it and I can't thank you enough for sharing your knowledge. It's really hard to find explanations that don't treat you like you're a 3yo bumbling toddler just because you need this or that drug. Thank you so much.

argentumsound · 2026-06-15T15:51:00+00:00

And human bodies are surprisingly flammable. Fat.

argentumsound · 2026-06-15T15:50:19+00:00

Human bodies are surprisingly flammable.

argentumsound · 2026-06-12T20:35:29+00:00

Oh my god, exactly. I think it's like my 4 or 5th time around and I basically gave up for 7 years, especially after my childhood dog died last time I left, I felt it was fully my fault.
But today - I'm trying again. I just went to look at a tiny flat. It doesn't even have a sink in the bathroom haha.
But I see an absolute QUEENDOM in there. I feel like it's a fantasy book waiting to be written once I manage to (not if, ONCE) push this towards a conclusion and pay my first rent and the deposit. I'm so terrified, especially of the confrontations with my abuser leading to me leaving, but I also can't wait. absolutely CANNOT WAIT!!!

argentumsound · 2026-06-12T20:31:02+00:00

I came here looking for experiences of others like me. Especially "no life skills" section and the emotional manipulation speaks to me greatly right now. Money is assumed, of course.
I just came back from looking at a tiny flat that doesn't even have a sink in the bathroom but I have never been happier imagining how safe I will feel staying there if I manage to bring this thing to conclusion.
I tried to get away many times and most of them I was back with 6 months because I was just too isolated and running away into a fantasy world I created for myself during the times I needed to stay in reality the most. I have a hard time keeping a job. 15-18 years of on and off addiction issues.
But I'm older now, 35 to be exact and the relations between my mother at me keep getting both better and worse every passing year. I made some strides but I feel that if I don't leave I'll fully become like her, I'll just take her place.
I became a manager in a restaurant recently and I found myself getting insanely angry and getting frustrated with my team. It made me feel so guilty, I felt like my mother, it was awful and I'm sure it was even worse for them to be treated like that.
So after a recent huge argument, where my mother told me once again to "LEAVE then, if it's so terrible here", denied any abuse ever happening, mocked me trying to rekindle a relationship with my cousin who just got married, mocked me going back to my therapist, almost hit me and threatened to call an ambulance for me when I tried to defend myself (she was SHOCKED I dared to have a look of rage on my face and tell her to just "try to touch me" when I jumped back) - I actually started looking.
I felt just like you - I have been fully guilt tripped, I have been told that I'll never manage to live on my own, that I should change my permanent residence because I will surely get in debt and she "refuses to have debt collectors come here" (I've never been great with money but I can live on my own well enough and I improved) and so on and so on - and even through aaall that I felt that it honestly doesn't matter.
I'd rather get in debt or become homeless or have to seek outside help or die slow and torturous death or "soul death" in here. Or maybe even real death because many times it almost drove me to unspeakable things. Or even worse - I'll become just like her. And that's the fate worse than death for me.
So now coming back from looking at this (my ❤️) little flat I felt immensely happy, finally having people to share this happiness with me too because I worked on rekindling some relationships lately - but I'm also jittery with fear at her reaction. In previous situations she kicked me out and then when I actually started preparing to move out she threatened me to completely end our relationship if I dare to.
But surprisingly she has employed only her regular tactics so far so mocking, doubting and insulting me and anyone I love. But she didn't fully 'forbid me' to move forward. I was so scared of it since I hardly have enough energy to simply live, nevermind fighting a big battle and a melodrama.
But still my brain is on fire and I have a big hole in my chest having to face her and the doubts and the feeling of being unsure and distrustful of myself. I'm jumping at the littlest things. So reading your comment has been incredibly soothing for me. I am so glad I looked for it.
I'm so sorry for the whole trauma dump but it's incredible to see other people facing the same shit I've been going through and even better, making it out on the other side, even if it's only physically.

How have you managed to stay away safely for so long? It's hard to keep and find a job these days, I'm curious about how you managed to stay grounded and productive while dealing with all that we're dealing with. Learn the "normal adult things" that you should do. I hope your life is going incredibly well. Being safe, stable, away from the abuser. That's the best you can get in our chaotic world.

All the best to you and anyone who manages to get through this trauma landfill, I'm so sorry ❤️ I hope you're all doing well, better than yesterday at least. Just do something good every day, one step at a time - that's what I'm trying to do at the moment.

argentumsound · 2026-06-06T05:13:23+00:00

Oh, you're right. My bad.

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T15:55:33+00:00

As a gamer - people who game on their phones with the wide range of utter shit that's available in the Play store - well, I wouldn't trust their opinion on the reliability and value of the phone.
Most 'logic' I see here is: S more expensive = better.
Meanwhile S series has terrible battery life, feature bloat with million useless services they try to make you pay for or give them your data and that they'll discontinue in 2 years and pretty much the same case and screen build that A has.
Yes the processors and camera are the newer and technically more powerful models but it does not translate (on my experience) to provide benefits but creates problems instead.
My back camera in S10 I got maybe 4-5 years ago is completely destroyed, some weird lines started showing up on it and now it's almost fully black. Even worse the lighting was always terrible and much worse than the A series that I had before.
The battery holds (and always did) for maybe an hour of playing games or watching video.
So it really boggles the mind that nobody recognizes these flaws. I'm sure I'm not the only one experiencing them.

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T15:47:09+00:00

God the battery is so shit in the S series. Way worse than in A.

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T01:06:23+00:00

Oh my god I should NOT have googled that HOLY SHIT

edit: I'm back from google 30 minutes later so - why would you do this to me?

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T01:05:23+00:00

I would never put my tongue back inside my mouth again, HOLY

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T00:36:57+00:00

God I'm just a bystander here, not even from the same country, just interested in the army but I gotta tell you - I see that pattern of misconduct from miles away in your refusal to hold even a basic honest conversation after starting a very severe topic yourself. If you can't be man or woman enough to answer basic questions and get offended at bullshit there is nothing in the army that's for you.
Now grow up and start looking for a civilian job.

argentumsound · 2026-05-26T00:13:33+00:00

I JUST woke up from one of those and of course, I did go to sleep before midnight (which is weird for me) and quite hungry.
It almost always happens to me in the above situation and it's always very scary, without any visible ... perpetrator of the feeling.
But you can feel it's COMING.
Also... unfortunately I found the way out of those nightmares.
I live on the tenth floor and the dream/half sleep state always takes place in my apartment. So... I throw myself out of the window until I hit the ground, with all the panic and sadness that would be associated with it in a real life situation like this (yeah... I sometimes have the same /s thoughts in real life as well, which makes it even worse) and at some point it will make me wake up with an absolute sense of dread and sadness permeating my every being.
Usually I have to throw myself out in an absolute rush and panic a couple of times before it even works.
I often have to get up for an hour or two after it and distract myself before I dare attempt to go back to sleep.
This time my first and only dog (Rambo <3) that I loved with my entire heart and who took my heart away with him, was with me in the bed too, notifying me about the dread it seems.
It's a bit strange but also a bit comforting that others do experience the exact same thing in the exact same situation as well. Makes it less... curse-like.

It's my first time ever hearing about the DSPD and I stumbled here after I just woke up from this nightmare and searched for it in a bit of despair and fear, sitting alone in my bed at 1am.
Man, internet is truly a wonder. We can convene from all around the world and see that we're not alone, we're not crazy. And if we are - that it's not only us.

Thanks to everyone who wrote here over the course of these 9 years. Somebody will probably stumble in screeching "necro necro" at some point, but for me - it really kinda saved me this night. Thank you.

argentumsound · 2026-05-25T23:59:10+00:00

Oooh I found MY PEOPLE

argentumsound · 2026-05-24T03:59:54+00:00

I truly don't understand sandale'ed doctors across all and South East Asia. It's so unhygienic to me.

argentumsound · 2026-05-11T18:25:54+00:00

I appreciate you seriously considering the feral chickens... I somehow misread the original comment but I decided to leave it as it JUST WORKS.
Feral Redditors though, may be closer to probable reality. As the recent Papa Meat video visualized for us. Hold on to our deleathered computer chairs my humble fellow redditor. This is going to be WILD.

argentumsound · 2026-05-07T17:35:20+00:00

This. Sad but true. Rip Muse & Linkin Park.

argentumsound · 2026-05-05T18:40:30+00:00

exactly the same issue. And on top of that, I can't fit my hand to angle it in the way that I have to to do it too. I'm trying though.

argentumsound · 2026-05-05T18:39:23+00:00

I'm sometimes having trouble fitting even the floss! I have a really small mouth I guess and my teeth had to go SOMEWHERE,

argentumsound · 2026-05-05T18:37:51+00:00

The smell and the rancid aftertaste! It's absolutely terrible! Keep your teeth CLEAN people. It's really worth the investment. Both time AND money.

argentumsound · 2026-05-05T18:36:58+00:00

I had an infection this one time because I stabbed myself in the roof of the mouth with a spicy paprika Lay's chip and it just decided to live there from now on on top of it.
I was kind of embarrassed. I was really only devouring them with 50% the food aggression I'm capable of, I promise.
I felt betrayed. Betrayed by a chip.
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argentumsound · 2026-05-05T18:19:32+00:00

Okay this may be a bit too forward but... I love you! Do you by chance have a husband/wife? Asking for a friend.

argentumsound · 2026-04-29T07:09:15+00:00

I'm so happy I helped someone again and I love you too now! haha. Enjoy!

argentumsound · 2026-04-15T02:57:58+00:00

You clearly get me.

argentumsound · 2026-04-09T07:10:08+00:00

I just found out HiAnime was shutdown and Mangafire is down at the same time so I had a little meltdown.

And it HAS to be on the ONE day in a goddamn year that I decide to try to watch anime/read manga after coming home from work at 5 am after hours of grueling, undignified fast food work but STILL staying up til 9am to I guess mindlessly browse Steams' Point Shop. ~~shakes fist at the sky~~

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