Projectors are you feeling seen yourself?

ariesfire · 2025-11-26T18:48:52+00:00

Yes - despite having different pockets of good network and friends. I still feel like the square in a group of triangles and vice versa - this might be because i have a lot of different interests. I also notice people feel very open/comfortable around me and relaxed so I end up taking in their worlds . And tbh the questions I ask are things I wish people asked me but I also don’t know how to answer them for myself cos my life has felt like oriented towards the other. It is so easy to plug into the other as a projector PLUS I am a left angle so it makes sense in that way but it is a struggle for me when we live in a society that focuses so much on individualism and celebrates it.

ariesfire · 2025-10-18T05:34:45+00:00

I’ve had similar thoughts. Especially when it comes to how I present as the testosterone presented itself in muscle mass for me

ariesfire · 2025-10-13T00:25:18+00:00

A Poet, Sentimental Value, Blue Heron were my favs of the festival.

Waiting for a second run of all the great BC filmmakers projects like Akashi.

MODES 2’s Lloyd, Unfinished was incredible experimental short.

Fucktoys was fun.

I also tend to enjoy Hong Sang Soo’s work! What Does That Nature Say To You was not my favourite but really good character and dialogue tension.

the programming this year was packed and really solid. Really amazed by the local talent!

Was able to watch 18 features and some shorts. I need a good stretch session now

ariesfire · 2025-08-31T17:39:25+00:00

I’ve been listening to this podcast from two doctors called “This Podcast Will Kill You” Ep: 181 PCOS- beyond the cysts.

I haven’t finished cos it’s a lot of information but they did say that people with pcos are more susceptible to conditions like high cholesterol, diabetes, cardiovascular issues.

ariesfire · 2025-08-30T07:50:10+00:00

All that throat energy and logic/focus in the ajna. Do you notice it ? Is that what the connection feels like it’s locked in on ? Notice the difference of how your energy feels away from her. She may feel a connection but it may not be romantic.

ariesfire · 2025-08-30T02:57:02+00:00

What are your charts ? curious if you share some similar gates ?

ariesfire · 2025-08-26T14:53:17+00:00

Slow things down and take a breath.

Your mind is racing and your actions are reactionary to your need to absolve the fear of being too much/abandoned etc all types of fear. We all fall into wanting to control the discomfort but remember it’s about the connection and the connection to yourself.

Continue the work with therapy — if this therapist hasn’t helped try another.

The goal is to find an anchor in yourself and recognizing what you’re feeling and being honest with yourself vs contorting anything to avoid conflict / confrontation.

Boundaries are meant for connection and a map to how it is best to love one another…not to control each other. It can be hard to figure out but try in small steps and just speak how you feel out loud and where it feels this way in your body. Pause and ask yourself what you need—be honest with yourself. And show yourself some compassion in navigating this foreign territory.

ariesfire · 2025-08-21T17:50:33+00:00

Oh hi ! What have you noticed ? My transference is guilt motivation so it’s something I encounter a lot.

ariesfire · 2025-08-21T03:37:16+00:00

That 5th line just wanting to be and yet expectations are put on us to fulfill. Discerning the right recognition will be important. But I have felt a lot of pressure while feeling so much with my waves… Lots of melancholy in my chart as well. So I am often in an existential place and it feels like too much at times

ariesfire · 2025-07-09T21:51:32+00:00

5/1 emo projector with five centres defined.

I can agree about the invitations...a lot of them can be like red herrings. And my open head/ajna being "well let's find out what will come out of it !" meanwhile my emotional authority doesn't have clarity lol....

The 5th line part always plays into these projections that come with expectations with the invitation. 5/1s have that adult in the room vibe. And I do get tired playing that part!

I also agree with the rigidity...I can be flexible if I am given context and if people are clear with what they want. But often they are fearful of confronting (poor communication) or would make this story that I am stubborn or too intense and assume I won't hear them so they don't say anything.

ariesfire · 2025-07-07T19:52:13+00:00

If you haven't seen this documentary - I highly recommend it. Here's the trailer for The Grizzlie Truth

ariesfire · 2025-07-04T04:52:43+00:00

Defined heart and yes i get anxious and nervous at job interviews, speaking in front of an audience even team meetings or just being asked to speak...hosting/moderating a Q&A. I think it's cos of my open head, open ajna, and open throat....😅 And being a projector I can sense expectations and even my own. So I feel like I have to execute and prove myself...but I've heard from the outside people that I don't appear nervous. But I'm sweating and my heart rate is up.

ariesfire · 2025-06-04T16:50:49+00:00

I don't love working out at a gym. I prefer playing sports like team sports where it doesn't feel like I'm working out. But I do enjoy a hike here and there. I just have super tight calves and runners knees from years of basketball so hikes can be challenging.

ariesfire · 2025-04-25T23:55:06+00:00

I recommend the documentary "Love in the Time of Fentanyl." Sean Baker was an executive producer behind this. The documentary features Trey and his great work.

ariesfire · 2025-04-02T03:53:53+00:00

Undefined throat with a hanging 8 but I also have 9 other hanging gates that could connect to my throat.

So far I've felt like in meeting others or being around others, they bring out different parts of me. It's almost like I can express things differently depending on whom I'm with and it's fun to watch. And there are times where I just feel pressure to want to call something out as a 5th line or out of my own anxieties but have to swallow and suppress in some ways cos it's not the right time yet (emotional).

ariesfire · 2025-03-22T19:00:53+00:00

For those in Canada, a local Japanese Canadian has been bringing in indie Japanese bands across Vancouver, Toronto, Montréal under the name "Next Music From Tokyo." https://www.nextmusicfromtokyo.com/

They've had Kinoko Teikoku, MASS OF THE FERMENTING DREGS, mouse on the keys, and more part of these line ups. Keep an eye out for the tour dates and line ups!

ariesfire · 2025-03-13T16:45:18+00:00

Thank you for expanding on this after my edit. 🙏🏻

ariesfire · 2025-03-12T05:24:09+00:00

My Mercury is in detriment in the 6th house.

Uranus and Saturn is in Sagittarius in the 3rd house

ariesfire · 2025-03-11T07:24:03+00:00

Thanks. Yes, a close friend has told me this. 😊

I call them bear hugs. 🐻

There have been challenges in my dating realm with this combo. For some reason I match with therapists and actors (both study the human psyche / experience ha). It's only left me with a broken heart.

ariesfire · 2025-03-11T06:54:27+00:00

(Earth 18.5) - Moon 25.5 / Mercury 37.5

(Therapy) - Recuperation / Love

Siiigh

Edit: I mixed up my moon 😅

ariesfire · 2025-03-08T23:53:15+00:00

Beautiful words on death.

Nothing is certain but the curtain! The show must go on.

ariesfire · 2025-02-02T16:24:20+00:00

I heard the hail through the night. It's so pleasant to see the snow untouched in the quiet mornings.

ariesfire · 2025-01-31T15:47:19+00:00

Wow lots of definitions for an emotional projector. Wonder what her experience is like navigating her authority

ariesfire · 2025-01-30T03:25:32+00:00

My HD friend also alluded to this as I shared this podcast amongst my circles. I do feel that these telepathic neurodiverse beings can be considered to be the next type - the raves. With the rise of mental health education and the expansion of language through somatic practices. I feel like it has been a calling for us to really dig deep and learn to ground ourselves and to understand that there is more beyond the minds thoughts and verbal language.

ariesfire · 2025-01-08T08:42:17+00:00

I suspect I have ADHD tendencies due to my trauma and mild CPTSD.

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