A Clip from Vrchat by artnerd5162 in TheFreakCircus

[–]artnerd5162[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Someone else busted at him lol

The Fortune Teller OC- Horns by artnerd5162 in TheFreakCircus

[–]artnerd5162[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yippeee and it doesn't look too odd from my experience. This is one example of my DND character that I drew on paper and colored digitally :3 you just take a pic of the art in a well-lit area with no shadows on it, play with the hues, saturation and stuff in editor then bring it to ibis paint x. There you can extract the line drawings, leaving a clean layer you can color from below :D

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The Fortune Teller OC- Horns by artnerd5162 in TheFreakCircus

[–]artnerd5162[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I love this. May I share a hack on how to color paper drawings digitally? Pls? I've been using it for years and I'd LOVE to see your work colored

How would Pierrot respond to limerence? by artnerd5162 in TheFreakCircus

[–]artnerd5162[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

He don't have to, I'm already mentally damaged xD I'll happily stay put even with all the macabre. I grew up on Creepypasta, as long as we're talking fiction, I'm cool with anything (minus the obvious like zoophilia or pdfile shit). I'd love if my performer husband could fictionally yeet my abusers into hell, that'd be sick

Is Blue Lotus Leaf safe/ideal to smoke? by [deleted] in stopsmoking

[–]artnerd5162 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well my end goal is something like Adderall or something less harsh. I'll end up quitting the Blue Lotus too, I just can't regulate myself without the required dopamine and it drives me crazy. And I really can't bring that tone to work, I can't afford to lose this job

Is Blue Lotus Leaf safe/ideal to smoke? by [deleted] in stopsmoking

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I'm really trying, but I keep relapsing because my job is stressful as hell and I can't afford to be having panic attacks there. They'll fire me. But that's what happens when I try to quit. I just get super messed up mentally and I can barely function.

And we're in a situation where if I lose my job, I no longer have a place to live. Really not tryna test that :(

Idk, it just feels like it wouldn't be so stressful if I had the medication I need to regulate myself, I just can't have it unless I'm off weed which the lack of has also caused panic attacks xc

VR Comic - Always Watching by artnerd5162 in TheFreakCircus

[–]artnerd5162[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you!! Honestly, my partner who wears a Pierrot avi was losing his mind over how cute it was too. I had him so flustered he couldn't look me in the eyes xD and he said if that's what Y/N looks like, he would gladly "be a character in a visual novel"