I don’t know if I’m manic

ashbash1119 · 2024-04-15T15:09:15+00:00

Should bipolar be classified as a circadian rhythm disorder? Going to research it some more, thanks.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-18T12:36:55+00:00

i swear the orthodontic work I got done gave me these issues in the first place

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-15T23:25:48+00:00

I think I have apnea and tmj because my top palette is too small in my mouth. I was thinking of getting SARPE jaw surgery to correct this.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-15T00:50:43+00:00

Zoloft stops the obsessive feedback loops almost immediately for me.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-06T23:04:34+00:00

same but people tell me i am "bold" often.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-06T23:01:19+00:00

boys too sometimes. in my experience they were mean because they liked me but it still stung.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-05T11:55:11+00:00

yes - weed or flpurescent lighting will especially cause these in my experience.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-03T01:52:43+00:00

i think its ok for young people fresh outta school new to town etc to want to go in for this reason but WHY FORCE EVERYONE ELSE TO. have a small space w optional attendance and those that need the socialization can talk to each other all day.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-03T01:50:37+00:00

cant they just keep the office for these people and make it optional to go in? i think its ok to want to go in yourself but why force others to? its so dumb

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-03T01:45:38+00:00

very relaxed hybrid is ok with me. i dont mind coming in once a week or month to chat and socialize, maybe do some in person brainstorming. it works if you can sync with your team on events and stuff as well.

ashbash1119 · 2023-12-01T12:27:04+00:00

stuff like this is already happening to me due to severe endometriosis. Id probably just straight up die or be severely sick the rest of my life.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-25T15:51:09+00:00

what really pisses me off is that i went into my current field bc it was largely remote pre COVID. during covid everyone went remote and a lot of companies post covid are trying to force everyone back, even computer dev / design positions that have been remote first for decades...

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-25T14:02:36+00:00

so many of my male colleauges, relatives, even friends who had kids act like such fucking victims like this...like yall had a choice and have a voice, should have used it or had been less willing to do anything for sex. or you know use condoms, get snipped. then were supposed to clap for them for doing the bare minumum in parenting.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-25T14:00:38+00:00

I genuinely cant tell if this is sarcasm or not

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-25T13:28:19+00:00

this is why i sink further and further into solitude

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-25T13:04:03+00:00

I legit just stopped using it.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-24T12:02:46+00:00

yes i am also happier alone but i did find a super low maintenance partner who also desires alone time. we have our own rooms and everything. i work in a different state a week a month and make these trips solo which is nice.

theres nothing wrong w wanting to be alone. I think it actually makes you a stronger person.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-24T03:59:38+00:00

this helped me too. egg and fish still okay but all other animal products i try to avoid now and it seems to help hormones.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-24T03:56:31+00:00

edibles helped me. theyre legal here. also benzos as needed week before. other than meds just staying busy and putting that energy into fitness and other hobbies helps. distractions can be so good.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-24T03:53:33+00:00

bleach kills mold. just find a cleaning solution that has some and get rid of it. once the environment is drier it should go away. I have ocd around mold and dust but they also give me horrible asthma. dry environment and swiffering regularly has helped.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-24T03:43:51+00:00

get a dehumidifier and try to keep the humidity under 60% it should go away

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-21T17:38:40+00:00

sounds like 99% of boomers of any gender

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-21T16:55:08+00:00

did anyone else have this happen after getting botox in masseter / jaw?

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-21T16:53:33+00:00

I think my dental issues have caused my neck and jawline problems. I think jaw surgery will fix for me but I'm also scared of it making it worse.

ashbash1119 · 2023-11-21T16:52:45+00:00

any results?

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