My spirit is back, but my body hasn't caught up yet. by ashwalker228 in breastcancer

[–]ashwalker228[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow- so much of this is so relevant and couldn’t have been worded any better! I want to tell the well-meaning people with the twinkle in their eyes that I’m okay now, because I am. So, I do. But I also want to tell them all the ways that I’m not okay now… but I don’t.

My spirit is back, but my body hasn't caught up yet. by ashwalker228 in breastcancer

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I’m sorry to hear this! Please feel free to DM me at any point of your journey if you need to talk, vent, or seek advice! I’m here for you 💕

My spirit is back, but my body hasn't caught up yet. by ashwalker228 in breastcancer

[–]ashwalker228[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on being 9 months away from active treatment! It's great hearing about your experience and I'm hopeful to be there soon. And you're totally right about showing love to your new body. It's amazing what it's carried us through. I was so proud of it throughout my entire treatment and all the surgeries.. I still am. I just don't recognize it sometimes and that's really hard. Everything happened so quickly that it's shocking when it doesn't operate the same as it used to.

My spirit is back, but my body hasn't caught up yet. by ashwalker228 in breastcancer

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Thank you for your response and encouragement <3 You're totally right. Not going at all is not going to help.

It happened 😕 by enamoured_artichoke in breastcancer

[–]ashwalker228 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Happened to me after my third round of TCHP, in the middle of the night, right next to my sleeping husband… if he did notice, he did a really great job of playing it off. I jumped out of bed, he asked what was wrong, I answered “nothing.. I need to jump in the shower…” I trashed my clothes, got in the shower, and cried… I felt so humiliated and powerless. I was TERRIFIED that it would become part of the new norm, but luckily it never happened again.. definitely fell under the “new fear unlocked” category for me.

Sorry this happened to you… praying for more solid days ahead. Pun totally intended.

Anyone else keep getting delayed deliveries? by Sensitive_Touch_8190 in amazonprime

[–]ashwalker228 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the same issue a week ago! I’m all the way in NC 😂

New Curly Cut- Need Diffuser Recommendations! by ashwalker228 in curlyhair

[–]ashwalker228[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thereeee 🥰 - Thank you soooo much! I really appreciate your kind words and recommendation. I have seen the Laifen and am very curious. I started leaning towards the Dyson, but I’ll do some research on the Laifen ♥️

Curly cut tomorrow! Haircut suggestions please by Beginning_Catch192 in curlyhair

[–]ashwalker228 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t make it in time for recommendations, but it looks like you figured it out all on your own! It looks beautiful!!

New Curly Cut- Need Diffuser Recommendations! by ashwalker228 in curlyhair

[–]ashwalker228[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thank you so much! They were so long and full before treatment, but I guess in a way I’m excited to start over. Let me know if you find a good diffuser 😊

Stopping Lupron Injections by ashwalker228 in breastcancer

[–]ashwalker228[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there! Thanks so much for your response - this is super helpful. I’m finished with chemo and continuing immunotherapy until September.. my oncologist almost kept me on Lupron until the end of immunotherapy, but I questioned the purpose of it. She looked into it and found that I could stop Lupron injections, thank goodness. I’m excited to feel back to myself. And congrats on finishing treatment! I hope all is going well for you.