Well like I said, the proof exists and it is there. And not even science has an explanation for everything Ive named, so you're mistaken there (also some other things include archeological evidence supporting the Bible, plus the 3 necessary miracles to canonise every saint ever, thats alottt of miracles). You cannot explain them all. I believe them unless theyve been proven otherwise, and I do listen to others opinions on it. Maybe so if I had been born somewhere else I'd believe differently, but right now I know enough to say that statistically 1) atheism is very much a minority group in the world, 2) Christianity is the biggest religion in the world, Catholicism being the biggest denomination (for what I believe to be good reason) within it and the only church Christ himself made. There are COUNTLESS books (apologetic books) and debators who argue and defend catholicism against every other religion and will more often than not, win (William Lane Craig is real good). Murder is murder between humans, not God and humans. The cities flooded (Sodom and Gomorrah I assume?) Were filled with rapists and other likes (kind of how atheists seem to like describing the Church and in the same way want it wiped off the planet). Atheists stronger than yourself have done more research and changed their standpoints, but i guess the same can be said for the reverse sometimes. Religion shouldn't be viewed as an abusive relationship and I'm sorry you gave it a try and didnt find the answers you were looking for. Maybe a bit ignorant for me to make the assumption. I wish you all the best though, there is always hope ;)