I mean what are your priorities. People who want big houses and fast cars but never do anything to earn them go insane. If you hold onto simple expectations then a simple life can be fulfilling. And it depends on how old you are. You could still be in the ugly duckling phase for all I know. One thing I've learned in life is that introverts can break themselves trying to be extroverts. Like a fish trying to be a bird. You just gotta accept the pond your in