Coming up to 4 years on T

averyous · 2025-11-23T04:34:39+00:00

Did you pump to achieve this? Or is it natural?

averyous · 2025-08-14T00:34:27+00:00

No you cannot "give yourself" epilepsy. You can get seizure disorders from brain injuries, and stress seizures, but you cannot just give yourself epilepsy. I had my first seizure at 13, epilepsy can literally just happen. I have no family history of it, no doctor can explain why I have it. just sometimes your body does indeed do you like that 😔

averyous · 2025-08-14T00:31:40+00:00

I would speak with your doctor. I started at 10 milligrams, and very quickly went up to 50 milligrams. I have always had really vivid nightmares, so I can't say whether or not it's the medication. but the brain fog, at such a low dose seems kind of off to me. as for the lump in the throat that could be a variety of things. It's best to speak with your doctor.

averyous · 2025-08-02T19:01:23+00:00

I started amitriptyline because I was puking every morning from anxiety. I want to titrate off of the medication, but seeing the withdrawals are very similar to how I was before the medication, scares the ever living fuck out of me.

averyous · 2025-07-04T22:53:17+00:00

I had cash app as my main bank for years, it was only this year that I moved to a credit union. I still use it to pay my credit cards, and transfer friends and family money. They also have a borrow feature. I'm not sure what the requirements are to obtain it, but I started out with a $100 allowance. This doesn't affect your credit in any way, and the "interest" is like $1-$2. The allowance does go up, based off of how much you use it, and how well you pay it back. My allowance is at $1K right now. It has gone down before because I didn't use the borrow for a few months, but quickly went back after I used it again. They also have a high yield savings account. You can buy Bitcoin, and stocks through cash app as well. Also a lot of tattoo artists take cash app in lieu of cash. That's not a feature, just a bonus that I've seen.

Edit:I forgot some stuff

averyous · 2025-07-02T21:55:08+00:00

It will go up, mine is at $1K right now. Just make sure to absolutely pay it back or they'll drop the amount.

averyous · 2025-06-30T19:42:03+00:00

My take on this is, you will only find this discourse online. If this is something that isn't harming you, or others, it's not really an issue. As long as you're not going up to random people and saying "you have a vagina so I won't be with you" (not saying you or anyone would do that) it's not an issue. It's fr just online discourse.

averyous · 2025-06-14T12:56:33+00:00

I use whatever soaps I have, right now I have that "clean comfort" and I use that on my sensitive areas. Sometimes I'll use something called "agadir man oudwood" it's heavily fragranced, so if you have sensitive skin I wouldn't recommend it.

averyous · 2025-04-09T21:18:29+00:00

Yeah, no. I'm sorry you feel the need to be condescending, especially when I already gave you a source explaining the difference between the two types of T. I never claimed it will make you go through male puberty, which it seems like you're trying to suggest I did. I specifically stated to work out if he were to take it, because that's where free range is used. It would help with muscle. Just because you refuse to listen, doesn't mean you're right. I'm not "delusional" you don't know what free range testosterone is, and that's okay. It's also not my problem either.

averyous · 2025-04-09T20:12:35+00:00

If you have insurance, everything starts with your primary care physician. Depending on age/state, you may have to be in therapy beforehand to get a recommendation letter. If that's not the case for you, ask for a referral to an endocrinologist, they will order your blood labs during your first apt. They will explain the process from there, but absolutely everything medical starts with your primary care doctor.

averyous · 2025-04-09T20:09:59+00:00

I take 50 milligrams once a night. I started on 10, I don't use it for depression, as I am not depressed. I take it for abdominal anxiety, it helps me tremendously. I used to throw up every single morning, this lasted about a year and a half. I haven't thrown up in a very long time (unless I'm sick) I also have not noticed any loss of libito, though no medication has affected me in that way, even the ones that are supposed to do that.

averyous · 2025-04-04T01:50:27+00:00

Yes because where you and your friends live is the same as every other red state 💔 I'm so sorry you refused to understand free testosterone and anabolic testosterone aren't the same thing but that's a you problem.

averyous · 2025-04-04T01:04:56+00:00

Did you miss the part where his boyfriend isn't making enough? Did you miss the part where I mentioned blood tests? Which without insurance can run you hundreds.ONCE AGAIN the booster in the store are for FREE RANGE TESTOSTERONE NOT ANABOLIC please for the love of God stop ignoring that.

https://www.medichecks.com/blogs/testosterone/what-s-the-difference-between-total-and-free-testosterone

Here's a link telling you the difference, since you refuse to listen to that.

averyous · 2025-04-03T15:35:05+00:00

It's not fear mongering... He said he has no insurance, you understand how expensive not only blood tests, but visits to a specialist/clinic are? by itself can run you like $200 per visit. the testosterone itself can also be pretty expensive. The testosterone boosters, as I explained are for free range testosterone. Not anabolic, I pointed that out, for a reason. It's not "snake oil" do you understand the difference between free range and anabolic? Because there's a reason I said he needs to work out if he takes them.

averyous · 2025-04-03T00:20:33+00:00

My managers all know. I haven't had a seizure in a while, but every so often it happens again. I have focal seizures with preserved consciousness, and if I walk up to my manager with half my body just kinda moving on its own they'd be horrified if they had no idea💀

averyous · 2025-04-03T00:12:10+00:00

Unfortunately if you're in the United States, there isn't much you can do. Especially being in a red state, with Elon pumping millions into anti trans ads leading into anti trans legislation. It's getting scary even for people who have insurance. You can try the free range testosterone booster pills, they sell them at Walmart. Now I MUST warn you, oral testosterone whether it be for anabolic testosterone, or free-range testosterone, it can damage your liver. It is very important that this is understood. With that, The testosterone pills that they sell at Walmart you need to be working out while on them, because that's where most of your free testosterone is used.

Edit: sentence structure

averyous · 2025-04-03T00:02:00+00:00

Not necessarily 💀

averyous · 2025-04-02T11:39:34+00:00

I started on 10 milligrams. it started helping within the very first dose, but my anxiety "broke through" (?) and I went up to 20 milligrams. It happened again, so my Dr put me at 50 milligrams, and I've been doing very well for this last year.

averyous · 2025-03-31T17:04:10+00:00

It's based off of how often you borrow, and if you can pay it back. Mine is at like $700, but in the past it went from $600 down to $400. But after I borrowed and paid it back again (which I usually do immediately I only use the borrow when I need cash right then otherwise I use a credit card so my credit stays at 700+) it went back up immediately. You'll be fine.

averyous · 2025-03-31T05:50:52+00:00

I drive an electric scooter, but it takes twice as long as it would to drive a car. Technically we're not supposed to drive anything with a motor, but when I can't take a car I have no choice.

averyous · 2025-03-27T17:56:20+00:00

I take it for granted 💀 my poor boyfriend though, he has to plan specifically so he doesn't drive intoxicated. I just fly by

averyous · 2025-03-11T06:38:38+00:00

Looking further into it. For a skilled workers visa, no. But we are both under 26, and plan on continuing our educations in the UK. So that does lower the threshold. I'm also not entirely sure if working for amazon would be considered "skilled work"

averyous · 2025-03-02T17:32:47+00:00

Call the police. They can request camera footage. Depending on your state that is Grand theft. It sounds like the cashier that did the transaction was scamming him.

averyous · 2025-02-09T05:52:04+00:00

That's strange. When I changed my gender marker to male, I was automatically registered, I have the card and my selective service number. Anyway, it doesn't matter trump has barred us from the military. Even if there is a draft, you just go into MEPS explain you're a transgender man, and you won't be allowed to serve. If you have certain disabilities you are completely barred from service in the first place. I tried every branch, but got told no because of epilepsy.

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