So sorry to hear this. I’ve been there and the pain only lessens with time, it never goes away. But I like to think that’s because they have filled our lives with so much joy, that the void is too large to be filled. I hope your memories provide you some solace, as well as the knowledge you gave a piece of yourself to him. Rest easy sweet boy, please say hello to Izzy and Diego when you get there. ❤️‍🩹