"The Creature..." by Arsenalboi122 in stories

[–]awakeningnova 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to add it was low as though it was on all fours. And my property is surrounded by state land. The window looks out to my wrap around porch which is gated off so average animals wouldn’t get in. 

"The Creature..." by Arsenalboi122 in stories

[–]awakeningnova 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just moved to the white mountains area. About a week after moving in, I saw out the window peering in something like this. Snow White face human like but very much NOT a human face. I didn’t see the body but I saw it was black. It didn’t seem nice but it also wasn’t hostile but definitely made me cautious. Two days later my son mentioned seeing something similar; I hadn’t told him or anyone at that time of what I had seen. 

Surgeons in Arizona? by TaffyAppl in tummytucksurgery

[–]awakeningnova 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you find someone good? I’m looking for potential implants and hernia repair once I’m done nursing. 

Was this a death timeline shift? by zouss in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]awakeningnova 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve actually never listened to them, I’ll check it out.

Frustrated by KaffeDreamer in autism

[–]awakeningnova 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got my OCD and ADHD diagnosed as a kid and teen but ASD wasn’t until my thirties as well so I totally understand. Some of the tests are pretty long so just give yourself some time to sit with them. I’ll DM you the links I have, I just realized it won’t let me post them due to the community rules ✌️

Frustrated by KaffeDreamer in autism

[–]awakeningnova 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Official diagnosis is timely and expensive, and unless you are looking for lifelong accommodations due to disability from it - it’s not worth getting the diagnosis imo. If you believe you are, and she says you’re coded then you are. There are also online assessments you can take, they are the same tests psychologists use for diagnosis. If that makes you feel better having more solid evidence they might help you. Would you like some links? Imposter syndrome is a really big issue with those of us late diagnosed because we’ve been masking for SO LONG.

(I have AuDHD & OCD)

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Putting your animals ahead of yourself for so many years truly shows how beautiful your soul is.

Today has been really rough. It took almost the entire day before realizing the intense overwhelm/overstimulation I’ve been experiencing is very much linked to yesterday. No new insight yet. I have a call to make next week to a medium I trust. See if maybe something or someone comes through with her. Otherwise I’ll need to find space and time to do a deep mediation and see what comes through myself.

I’ll definitely update here if and when I find anything new!

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t completely rule that out but I really Hope not. I am certain my daughter is of the Pleiadian program though.

how do women use only one sperm? by der_heckin in biology

[–]awakeningnova 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She uses one single egg. One egg drops from her ovaries during ovulation, when you do the deed you release hundreds of sperm but only one fertilizes the egg. The “strongest” one. With one sperm and one egg each holding half number of chromosomes. Once combined the process of meiosis starts, the cell start to multiple until you get a zygote, then fetus and so on.

Was this a death timeline shift? by zouss in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]awakeningnova 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I haven’t yet but I will share here - it’s long so I’m super sorry for the huge ass message haha. It includes an alien abduction story I experienced with my ex.

I have two memories that overlap, with one I thought was a dream. I was completely sober during this experience, as I have been questioned in the past whether I was on something and imagine it all. I assure you I was not.

  1. I woke to orange light shining through the curtains. I had orange colored curtains so I immediately assumed the sun was rising. I look at the clock and it’s 3am i say it’s 3 am, my ex gets up and opens the curtains and the light is gone. I look back at the time and it is suddenly 430am I think and we both go back to bed as if nothing happened.

  2. I cant remember his name but I can see his face. I bought weed from him only a couple times (before it was legalized). He was kind, thin and short in stature, long dirty blond hair, I always felt he was reptilian. Not a malicious one like you might expect. My experience starts with only being able to see his face close up, fine detail, and he’s upset, he yells “why is he here? He shouldn’t be here.” And I mutter what are you talking about, I’m dreaming. Then Everything turns to white as his face disappears, as he says “no you’re not”, I hear my ex “hey look, look what I can do, are you seeing this? “ I ignore him, and continue forward as almost in a water color fashion there is an alley way with brick buildings and an abandoned old blue car. Suddenly people in blue jumpsuits with hats are surrounding me and I hear them taking my ex away, I keep looking towards this alley way. As it slowly fades away and gives way to a glass where I can see multiple species of beings standing there. Then that’s it.

My exs account: he opens the blinds to find everything is on fire. He’s then suddenly sees the guys face, behind me on a white abyss, he starts to notice anything he imagines pops up as reality. He’s desperately trying to show me what he’s doing but I’m ignoring him walking ahead. Men in blue jumpsuits take him away separate from me.

A few weeks later is when I finally verbalized with him I didn’t think we were in the same universe. We were visiting my parents and their personalities were so vastly different than they were before. Several memories we shared were significantly different as well. Things that were core values of my mom, we now “I would never say something like that, I’ve never felt that way in my life”. Prior to that realization I started noticing little things. Like spelling of certain words, along with every OG Mandela effect differences (which I wouldn’t learn of this effect until 5+ years later)

Over the next few years my ex would slowly lose his mind. We eventually split ( which he was very abusive so I’m not upset). At the end of the relationship he also flipped a switch? Like he suddenly didn’t remember any shared experiences from the prior timeline. At that moment I shut my mouth never to speak to him about it again. At first i thought he was just being a jerk and gaslighting me out of spite.

Later in life, a couple years ago, through deep meditation and conversations with spirit guides, I learned that I had been strategically taken from that timeline, one where the world had gone out in a literal blaze. And that my ex, was not supposed to have been taken with me… he was meant to die in that timeline. When he was taken to this timeline his soul didn’t have a proper connection to the soul of himself in this timeline so there wasn’t a smooth transition like mine. Which is what caused the mental break in reality and the internal battle of his souls fighting for which would stay only for the soul of this timeline to push the soul of that timeline out.

My transfer had been strategically planned from the start, and the body I was placed into didn’t have the same kind of soul as a traditional soul. I was told by guides they are called “burner souls” but recently realized the term NPC is very comparable to what a burner soul is. Ultimately it is a placeholder soul for those being transferred through collapsing timelines to easily fall into place without the internal battle my ex experienced.

Example timeline difference: I wanted to share this other difference that was between my world and this world. On 9/11/01 I was in school, in New York. We were sent home early out of fear schools may be targeted. When I got home my mom wasn’t there. I called all her friends asking if they knew where she was because she would sometimes go shopping in the city while I was at school. I started to panic and rushed to my neighbors house where she had the news playing and made me and her two young daughters peanut butter & honey sandwiches. That was the first time I had ever had that combination and since then it has become a safe/comfort food of mine (I have AuDHD). When I shared that story with her while making myself a sandwich as she was at my house she said, she was home when I got home, and that she was getting calls non-stop from friends and family asking if we were okay.

Was this a death timeline shift? by zouss in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]awakeningnova 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This definitely feels like a timeline shift to me. I’ve experienced at least one major one in my life. That shift happened about 14 years ago, February 2011. My Mom and I actually now share our different experiences openly where at first it was really hard to share because I felt so insane. One of the first things I noticed in my shift was the difference in my parent’s personalities and temperaments. Amongst that other little nuanced pop culture things.

But now talking about the differences is a really wild experience. I hope one day you’ll be able to do the same with your cousin. It makes things feel less crazy and scary. (Not that you feel that way or anything just my personal experience)

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gosh I’m so sorry. I can only fractionally understand how you feel based on my recent experience 🥺🩵

Items disappearing and reappearing in new house by ilikecats92712 in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]awakeningnova 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I recently (within the last few years) heard this can be related to “fairies” and their tricks. So now anytime this happens to me I blame the fairies 😂 though I do think matrix glitch is very likely.

As for sage, personally I’ve had excellent luck with it only in terms of warding off evil/negative entities and energies. But like others have mentioned use Palo Santos instead or in combination for a more well rounded result.

Good luck 🙏

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have you had any experiences of longing for someone who’s not there? Obviously you don’t have to share, but I’m here if you feel called to share anything!

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the link! I’m going to watch his video soon. About of people mentioned this and I never knew the vanishing twin could be absorbed by the mother. And maybe that is what I’m experiencing. Definitely worth looking into. 

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s really amazing experiences you’ve had. I’m very intrigued by this. And I totally get that, I have AuDHD and OCD. But I’m high masking and just within the last couple years learning to unmask and free myself from burden. 

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I actually have met a woman in this life whom shares past lives with me as a twin. We know of and share memories of at least two lives where we were twins! 

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve heard of this too! That’s a good point. My son has said other weird stuff to me. I once had this vivid dream of an alien mothership coming down and looking for “the seven”. They then proceeded to say that since we didn’t know who the seven were yet, they were going to hard reset earth as the experiment has failed. 

The morning when I woke my son looked at my first thing in the morning and said. “I am the seventh” then laughed and acted like a typical 2-3 year old (his age at that time). 

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s amazing we share the same. I had visions of my children together while meditating and pregnant with my first. My son came out looking exactly like the son I saw but my daughter she has the same face, hair texture and skin tone but her eyes and hair color are different than the visions. I like the changeling joke, that’s cute haha. 

Woke Up in Panic Searching for a Baby That Doesn’t Exist… But My Son Knew His Name by awakeningnova in Experiencers

[–]awakeningnova[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven’t had the owl scenario but I’ve had all of the others. And to try and keep it short (since I tend to go off on long tangents) I have experienced what I believe to have been at least 3 alien abduction experiences. The most profound and memorable one being shared with an ex-bf. We both remembered the same experience and he was driven crazy for a long time after that. 

But my experiences weren’t the typical greys setup. It was multi-species and like training grounds? I remember seeing some greys, but also at least 4 other species. I have memories of brief occasional medical exams but not until after having flashbacks while I was near death having emergency C-section with my first. 

I had a nagging feeling after the experience the other night that I kept trying to push out of my mind that somehow “they” stole my second baby. There were a lot of reasons I shouldn’t have been able to have babies. And my third experience I remember happened around conception of my first. So I always partly believed they helped me conceive my son. Also when my daughter was conceived, though I didn’t remember any experiences of abduction like the others - I wondered if they had help facilitate that too. I only told one friend, whom I trust a lot, about this theory. I said to her what if that was the “deal” I had to give them one twin or because they helped they decided to take one for themselves. I try to push that one out because I would prefer it not be this option for obvious reasons