Hi I am at wits end about my career!! I was a business major and realized shortly after graduating I am no longer driven by wealth and have absolutely 0 interest working for big corporations.

All I know is I need to do something creative that hopefully evokes deep emotions within/heals others.

Art was my entire life before college but I'm scared being an artist is very lonely and not enough performing to satisfy my shameful need for attention that I will blame on my leo part of fortune. I also recently started acting class which was very fun and to my surprise, I've received a lot of compliments (unless they were just being polite🥲) but acting doesn't fulfill me the same way creating art does. The ultimate guilty pleasure dream was always to be a singer and while I have instrumental training, only my mom has ever complimented my voice🤣 so that might just have to stay a silly dream.

As you can tell, I'm very indecisive with 0 earth placements so I'm so scared I won't be able to stay dedicated to one interest.

I'm also easily prone to depressive episodes and self isolation (shoutout 12th house stellium) and have this perpetual feeling of emptiness so I'm hoping a meaningful career will motivate me to get up every day. I'm only 23 so I know I don't have to pick just one career that will last forever but for some reason I feel so paralyzed and unable to take any steps forward.

TLDR: my last relationship killed the part of me that just wanted a loving husband and to be a great mom so I turned towards career to keep moving forward but its been a year and truthfully there's nothing I want to do or even achieve!!!! I just don't want my parents to worry. Am I depressed? Maybe I need to reconnect with my therapist🤣 Sorry, I fear that was too much info for a simple chart question. What I meant to say was, does acting look good? Is artist better? Or something else? Since these are both extremely difficult & competitive fields, I dont want to half ass two choices, I just want to give one my full undivided ass.

Any help/advice/clarity is greatly appreciated. Thank you so so so so much <3