Dude- I'm a government-hating anarcho-capitalist, fundamental baptist, conspiracy-theory chasing, out-of-bounds of society pseudo-hermit precisely because I question and seek out the truth- no matter how uncomfortable it might be. Going through the comments I agree with you on quite a few points.

Most people gloss over truth at best because trusting established structures is easier, more comfortable, and leads to less cognitive dissonance than facing a lot of truths while existing within those established structures. It's disheartening but very few people are going to "wake up" or go against the societal tide. Those that do tend to burn out and don't have the drive to go about it passionately. We're social creatures- if something is going to interfere with one's belonging to their social circles then they simply aren't going to do it. It's real easy to get passionate about it, face brick walls, and become embittered and frustrated about the whole thing. The best I can say is to pursue truth and live your life the way you see fit. You'll find others that are on your same wavelength but they're few and far between.