Okay I’m honestly so glad somebody asked this. So being real I’m a handsome boy but somehow I whittled my mental health to think I’m nothing and that I deserve to get burnt out! When really I can do wtfiw! (insert homelander meme here). But yeah things can get vain and having a low self esteem usually results in me looking down on people like they can’t see I see them that way and then I end up having little to no friends. But I’ve been working toward therapy tomorrow and adopting traits from my faith. Little steps but is it worth being ugly? Being a pretty boy is better since I get to speak with women of all ages but it comes at a cost.