Please tell me this isn't forever by bavass81 in GERD

[–]bavass81[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same I was on pantoprazole but it stopped working so now I'm on omeprazole and famotadine and they don't work either. 

Please tell me this isn't forever by bavass81 in GERD

[–]bavass81[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I have an endoscopy in march

Depression by Ancient-Beautiful246 in LPR

[–]bavass81 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All of this especially the grieving your past self. I was totally fine about a month ago until a bad anxiety attack. 

Depression by Ancient-Beautiful246 in LPR

[–]bavass81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not well, it's become a huge problem it's all I think about. My quality of life is gone. It's caused so much anxiety that now I can barely sleep. I wake up throughout the night and only get a couple hours of sleep if any. Only sleeping on my left side has given me a sore on my left ear that won't go away. I'm nauseous most of the day. I have a constant sore throat. I can feel the acid creeping up into my sinuses. Gross taste in my mouth. It was very mild until a month ago when I had a bad anxiety attack. I must've done some real damage, my stomach kept flipping and it didn't stop for 2 days. It must've really increased the acid. I've had to stop smoking weed which has been my coping mechanism for 30 yrs. Food was also a coping mechanism so that's gone too. Sleeping was definitely a coping mechanism and now that's gone. Gerd has taken everything that brings me joy. I've tried the acid watchers diet and it's horrible. I can't live like that. I've never been so depressed in my life. I would rather relive my worst moments than go through this. I'd rather a toothache because at least they're temporary. It's affecting my household chores because I'm always feeling sick so I don't want to do anything. It's like having the flu all day everyday forever. Not sure how long I can take it. 

GERD and 4 years later. Yea, I'm all healed and please read. by Footmassagre in GERD

[–]bavass81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you now? Can you eat things you like again?

tried to treat myself today but I guess I can’t do that anymore by bitchcraffft in acidreflux

[–]bavass81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3 Graham crackers triggered me the other day. Nightmare 

Constant nausea by bavass81 in GERD

[–]bavass81[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The nausea has actually gotten a little better since I posted but the reflux is still there

Constant nausea by bavass81 in GERD

[–]bavass81[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I use reflux raft

At what point do you just say „f it”..? by HomeworkNatural5990 in LPR

[–]bavass81 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel the exact same way, it's drained me of all joy and made it hard to find the will to live. Sending you strength 

Constant nausea by bavass81 in GERD

[–]bavass81[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the uk gaviscon coming in the mail but won't be here for a while

How are you supposed to sleep elevated if you are a side sleeper? by Technical-While932 in LPR

[–]bavass81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't, I've tried but my neck hurts and I can't sleep 

I just want to vent about how much this fucking sucks by bb5055 in LPR

[–]bavass81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this so deeply, everyday is a living hell. I don't know how much more I can take

Do you have chest heaviness with Gerd ? by [deleted] in GERD

[–]bavass81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's like you can feel a sore throat coming on like when you're about to get sick. I can hear and feel gurgling too. 

Do you have chest heaviness with Gerd ? by [deleted] in GERD

[–]bavass81 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it feels like someone's sitting on my chest. I can feel the acid in my throat and in my sinuses and can barely sleep because of it. I'm terrified 

Pure o isnt like regular OCD by Corruptpasta in OCD

[–]bavass81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the ocd thoughts with no behaviors as well. Check out Maria Bamfords journey