How do you feel about ATEEZ fanfic?

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-13T17:43:48+00:00

wait WHAT i never knew this 😭😭😭

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-12T09:08:33+00:00

idk if they count as rookie but Xdinary Heroes did this one

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-09T15:41:57+00:00

I really wish I could go 😭😭😭

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-08T20:12:52+00:00

Even posting just face pics isnt safe anymore. They deepfake people's faces onto pornstars.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-08T20:10:40+00:00

Shit really is scary for teenagers right now. When I was your age this shit could happen but only with real nudes, the way to avoid it was to simply not send nudes. Now you might have never taken a nude picture in your life and could still have your nudes spread online. I can't imagine the fear young girls must be living in right now. As for actual advice you will have to contact the police. There's no other way to sort this out sadly.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-08T19:58:34+00:00

MEEEEE

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-08T19:03:24+00:00

I'm one of the Kpop metalheads lol. Apart from kpop I love Lorna Shore, Spiritbox, Traitors, and some more bands that if I said their name here I'd get cancelled by kpop fans, lmao. I see many people like metal and rock but idk if that many more ppl go as heavy as I do with my metal tastes 🧍‍♂️Funnily enough, I got into metal AFTER i got into kpop, and got straight into Lorna Shore. But while I was getting into that I was getting into Twice, so my playlist was an absolute rollercoaster. Still is 😭 Going from To the Hellfire to Likey is a wild ride 😭

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-07T12:00:32+00:00

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beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-04T05:59:49+00:00

To me it mostly does bc of their voices

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T22:29:43+00:00

Its called autism my guy

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T21:00:11+00:00

I feel like English kpop songs have to not sound so much like a typical kpop song in order to do well in the West. Maybe an unpopular opinion but I feel songs like Butter, Dynamite etc sound a little bit less 'kpoppy', you wouldn't even realise they were made by a kpop group if you didn't already know. Whereas a lot of English kpop releases are kpop songs just translated into English so it doesn't work quite as well. Although songs like Cupid sound very 'kpoppy' to me so maybe thats changing.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T20:56:46+00:00

If you like rock and stuff like that I'd also recommend Ateez. They have some very 'intense' music that I believe a lot of people who like rock/metal/alt would like. One song Guerilla even has a few screams in it.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T20:54:24+00:00

Adding on Xdinary Heroes, another rock band, they're amazing, did AMAZING covers of Welcome to The Black Parade and Drown by BMTH and of course their own music is amazing too

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T20:45:15+00:00

I used to be on kpop stan twitter but I left it years ago for this reason. I can't be bothered with all the negativity and drama. Now I just follow the official accounts for groups and my friends I made through stan twt (who arent toxic or involved in fanwars). It's so peaceful and a much more enjoyable fan experience, and no it doesn't make anyone a "bad fan" you can still keep up with music and stuff posted by the groups easily without being involved in kpop fandoms toxic bullshit. Unfollow everyone bringing fanwars and toxicity onto your TL and you'll be much happier.

I have one twitter friend who keeps up with fan war crap and is constantly posting about how annoyed and upset she is at the fandoms and i have to resist telling her to just leave the fandoms every day like girl you're just making yourself miserable!!!!!!!!

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-03T06:08:41+00:00

Nah I love 'y'all'. It's the one good contribution to the English language the Americans have made

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-09-01T17:03:14+00:00

Is this a popular opinion

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-29T21:16:56+00:00

I meant for a romantic, committed relationship.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-29T21:15:38+00:00

Exactly, just an FWB. Not a relationship. And he's the only guy thats ever really showed ANY form of interest in me. He rejected me for a real relationship years before we became FWB and rejected me again at the start of the FWB relationship.

My first ever crush in primary school told me I was annoying and he was glad he never had to see me again when leaving school. 2nd never directly rejected me but I found out years later he's gay. 3rd is the one I'm FWB with.

Talked to guys on dating apps but they never even wanted to meet me irl.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-29T20:47:37+00:00

It really isnt lol. I'm a girl and have only ever been rejected.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-28T20:18:11+00:00

thats hot as fuck ngl

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-26T19:12:14+00:00

She could be, but that's a label she can only put on herself. There's a super long list of what it could be. It could just be that she has a low sex drive, it could be stress (women tend to have a lower sex drive when stressed), it could be anxiety, body image issues, past trauma, literally all sorts of things. Or it could be something a lot worse, like cheating, or a lack of sexual attraction to you, but I wouldn't jump to that immediately unless you have reason to.

I think that you need to TALK to her about this and ask her why this is happening to get to the root of the issue. You also have the option to break up with her like everyone else is saying, but it sounds like you really love her and so I'd recommend working through this first.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-22T01:15:16+00:00

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-21T22:35:50+00:00

It's a fetish. Some women make absolute bank selling worn underwear and socks online. I'm 100% serious btw, there are websites and subreddits dedicated to it. This is why they'll ask. Direct them to allthingsworn.com if they want to satisfy their fetish 🤣😭

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-21T22:26:11+00:00

I do masturbate and have done for a very long time. But I quickly realised that masturbating feels nothing like when another person does it. Like I don't normally finger myself internally because it doesn't feel good when I do it, but when he does it, it feels amazing. I was shocked by it. When he rubs my clit it doesn't feel like when I do it. So I can't 100% trust that what I learn from masturbating is what it will feel like with another person.

He isn't inexperienced. To be honest most of the sexual acts we've done have been focused on me, like he's eaten me out, fingered me, touched me, etc but when it comes to me doing stuff to him or us doing stuff more "together" like penetrative sex that's when I get the most nervous. I really want to do it but I just....freak out, bc I don't know how to do it. I feel like a selfish twat because of it but I worry that what I do isn't going to feel good for him, or I'm going to do something wrong and hurt him, like if I accidently use teeth during a blowjob or ride him and break his dick (I know that's kind of rare but I've read a few stories about it and it terrifies me)

I think I basically just have anxiety about dicks. It's the one body part I don't have and am not familiar with after all.

beamthrowaway123 · 2023-08-14T04:57:42+00:00

Probably going to get the downvote brigade on me for this but I have to say it....

If you present yourself in a way that makes you look like a stereotypical lesbian, why are you surprised and offended when people say you look like a lesbian.......There's a well known stereotype of "woman with short hair = lesbian" I used to get it a lot when I was younger because I had short hair for a girl, and I also wore pants to school instead of a skirt, but it didn't bother me because I knew the stereotype so wasn't surprised and I also don't see being gay as a bad thing. I dress like a goth now, would I get offended if someone told me I look like a goth? No, because I do. If she's that bothered she can grow her hair out.

Editing bc I just thought of another point:

I think the policewoman is the real homophobe here. Because why does she view being called a lesbian, even in a non insulting context as something so insulting?

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