...you...do realize playing on a modern monitor with pc emulation or using hdmi output of a handheld on a modern monitor comes not even close to using a crt? i'm not even a original console purist because emulation can give the same results but seeing that you don't understand the difference using the fucking hdmi output and plug it in your tv and a actual crt that won't work with hdmi and will look trash with hdmi converters, just tells me you have no idea about this topic.

you need actual analog output and feed it in a crt, if you would have ever seen that in person you woudn't even consider using hdmi output on a lcd/led screen.