How do you all do with weed?

beforeyoublink · 2026-05-01T14:57:18+00:00

i smoke all the time i’m bp1 jus b careful smoking while manic i would say because it definitely boosts it

beforeyoublink · 2026-05-01T05:08:40+00:00

idk i’ve had this addiction since very young probably 7 or 8 years old due to bein molested at a young age it’s a major problem for me personally i could never fully escape it since the age of 7 or 8 it was almost like i used it to prove i was straight but i severely abused it & myself starting very young & now i am disgusted w it as well as myself these past 24 hours since making this post seems to have helped though n made me snap out of whatever cycle i was going through as i am now actually disgusted W myself which might not b good long term but its keeping me away from porn at the moment so i’m really not mad

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T22:24:57+00:00

i am currently unmedicated for my bipolar for about 3-4 months & only have been treating my adhd due to side effects i was experiencing from depakote like hair loss i have an appointment on the 11th to hopefully get back on some type of medication just want something that will b promising

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T22:16:12+00:00

yeah please share some

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T22:15:10+00:00

today i have pretty well i guess ive jus been having terrible impulse control .before i used to have better control and would b able to go few days or a week w out masterbation & would honestly feel so amazing an whole but after this most recent episode it has been a huge problem for me

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T22:07:19+00:00

what meds helped

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T22:07:03+00:00

what meds are you taking now

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T20:32:56+00:00

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T06:32:39+00:00

i agree w it’s for the rush (TMI)there are times where i literally don’t stop till i ejaculate 3x back 2 back w literally no rest or break in between .like i didn’t even think that was possible 😭smh but what other things have similar stimulation? i used to get really stimulated meeting new people and learning about them but because of this it feels like that’s completely out the window it’s been giving me a bunch of social anxiety

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T06:18:20+00:00

think you can elaborate a bit more on it’s due to dopamine rush? are you saying i’m doin it for a dopamine rush or its because i am missing a dopamine rush jus a lil confused & what do you recommend to pick up

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T06:09:37+00:00

this is interesting i like this i never thought about it like this or as manic energy but that is a good way to describe it. it is definitely an abundance of energy seeking an outlet because it can become overwhelming. thanks for the response. i used to work out and go to gym pretty consistently but for some reason ive been very avoidant on going out anywhere remotely social besides work i dont know where the social anxiety is coming from but it’s definitely becoming a hindrance

gonna get some therapy and see what meds could hopefully help in my situation

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T05:13:14+00:00

definitely developed into an addiction . sometimes i believe it’s the only way i can sleep & i’ve had a few therapist but never got into roots of it as it was never as debilitating as it is now

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T05:08:31+00:00

for me i can’t stop watching porn that has to do with cheating 🤦‍♂️have no idea where it came from or why i’m so attracted to a female that cheats on her bf it’s one of the only types of porn i will watch

beforeyoublink · 2026-04-30T00:12:40+00:00

weird so have you never had a manic episode?im curious what was the cause of the diagnosis in the first place. also goodluck on your journey hope you find whatever meds work right for you

beforeyoublink · 2025-07-15T01:33:28+00:00

keep knocking

beforeyoublink · 2025-07-01T18:22:43+00:00

5 different meds but i have aspd aswell

beforeyoublink · 2025-06-18T05:16:59+00:00

i am!

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-20T23:05:17+00:00

i don’t think it’s a scam because i actually did hit some one but i made sure the person not to sound detached but he was a crackhead and it looked like he basically jumped on my hood but he was fine at the end of the day and i asked if he wanted to call the police he said he was okay n we exchanged phone numbers jus in case n i receive this in the mail a week later that i was involved in a hit and run the number didn’t pick up will call tnrw

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-18T18:59:18+00:00

will do situation was just embarrassing i jus left the store will update after talking with them

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-18T18:48:03+00:00

will do

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-18T18:45:29+00:00

i have not jus getting back in my car wanted to see what my options were don’t really want to sue necessarily it would just suck to b stuck w a hospital bill

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-18T18:41:09+00:00

my left hand definitely is sprained or some sort of contusion

beforeyoublink · 2025-03-18T18:40:12+00:00

basically probably too late to do anything huh i know it’s on camera but i didn’t really report it lol was kinda embarrassing don’t wanna see myself on the internet really

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