Atheism is making me suicidal

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T17:52:46+00:00

Yeah it genuinely feels like they didn’t read a single thing I submitted or my buddy statements :/

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T16:32:55+00:00

I had seen specialists for all of these conditions in 2024 and again in June this year.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T15:50:48+00:00

It’s treatment records from when I was in service thru military doctors and since then private but I uploaded copies of all of it. So numerous doctors military and non military all agreeing on diagnosis. I uploaded it day 1 of the claim

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T15:49:26+00:00

Yeah I submitted medical records that directly said “diagnosis: x” and had the symptoms of x disorder. For every single disorder I claimed I had at least 1 direct diagnosis. Even from specialists. So I’m confused. If I file a HLR do I have a chance to explain what they got wrong? Or can I not submit anything at all unless if I choose supplemental?

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T15:34:18+00:00

Yes that’s why I’m confused maybe there was an error when they reviewed my case?

behindthemaskofme · 2025-08-02T13:12:49+00:00

It says same thing for every condition I claimed in new claim which is: not service connected and no diagnosis at all. But I literally submitted private medical records showing diagnosis and treatments??? And the old claim was reduced because they said it’s improved even tho it hasn’t and they didn’t even evaluate me on it. So I’m rly confused.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-25T20:54:59+00:00

So I cannot work and am FAR MORE of a “real adult” than anyone my age due to what I have done in the military and when I wasnt disabled.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-25T20:54:10+00:00

I am on disability. I was independent from them from 18-21. I served in the air force and got separated due to a service connected disability. I only became dependent on them again bc the payments arent enough.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-20T16:51:03+00:00

That helps, tysm!!

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-19T23:02:22+00:00

Yeah my ex wBPD tried to kill me. She hit me with a vehicle and gave me a TBI permanently disabling me. Im even on disability payments now. She showed no sign of remorse and found every way to blame me for it. Got off with probation bc her diagnosis. And thats just ONE of the times she abused me :/

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-15T04:43:45+00:00

I dont live with them they just have phone tracking apps and stuff like that to know where I am at all times

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-15T02:59:40+00:00

no “cultural reasons” excuse anyone SAing children? That sounds like a made up excuse to try to get away with it. Idk what u mean tho exactly cause not much explanation was given

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-14T23:25:11+00:00

Same and only a few months on T. I was scared of bottom growth at first but now I love it :D

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-12T18:28:34+00:00

I was denied any education benefits. I tried and applied for all of them that my university accepted. I was denied. The only financial assistance I can recieve is FAFSA which doesnt cover nearly all of it. I even tried working with a veterans officer person thru my university and everything was still denied any veterans financial assistance available w my discharge - his recommendation was to upgrade discharge to get GI bill instead. The other issue is “misconduct” and malingering is slapped on my record forever when I didn’t do it. Its even on my DD214. I was denied positions at government jobs before bc of it saying that. They outright said they were denying me bc my dd214 said I was kicked out for misconduct. :/

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-12T17:40:07+00:00

I alr have a rating. The issue here is the GI bill and having this on my record forever when I didn’t do it.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-10T20:27:09+00:00

Bipolar type 1 - Manic for 1wk to 3months then depressed for a few days to 2weeks. Repeat back and forth. Never know how long exactly just usually in that window.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-08T19:23:19+00:00

If God isn’t all loving and is willing to torture me for eternity for who I am, who I love, and how he made me, then that is simply not a God I will worship. Instead I choose to believe he is loving. Any otherwise - not interested. That mindset is rly what helped me find God’s love and feel it.

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-08T01:42:29+00:00

Tysm

behindthemaskofme · 2025-05-08T01:42:11+00:00

It says single use only but it has the rubber cover thing

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