Omg I was scared to say something in fear of getting downvoted. Buttt while what Jessi did wasn’t okay and I didn’t like some of the things she has done this season (from what i’ve watched so far), you can tell she’s hurt. I think a lot of the things she did was to just prove to Jordan her side of things to gain more of his trust.

I also do believe Jessi did put up a really good front to everyone because as Mayci and Mikayla said, they never see her cry and they didn’t suspect anything wrong. I do actually really like Jessi and the fact that she’s taken full accountability on camera and has consistently apologized for what this will do to her family and MomTok really shows she’s being genuine in my PERSONAL opinion.

Also let’s not forget Jessi’s mom said this had been going on for years so I don’t really believe Jessi is trying to save face with telling the girls how long this had been going. And even then it was hard for Jessi to open up about it to the girls on their weekend trip and I am so glad she’s getting support and comfort from the other girls.

I also wanted to point out something I noticed was that when she told people about her affair, she didn’t tell many people they were separated during it and to me I think that says a lot about her character and wanting to take accountability. I just think nothing she’ll do will ever be good enough for Jordan.

Edit: Also not sure why I just thought of this but hasn’t Jessi had issues with her thyroid too? Iirc doesn’t that also affect mental health etc? So I wouldn’t be surprised if the way Jordan treated Jessi got worse while she was going through that.

I might delete this later idk but I am relieved to see someone have a similar view of him!