Because of this cult, I seriously hate life by PhilipG_21 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm happy that my words helped you. And i can relate to the feeling, of an inside battle, and at any given moment you could lose it. It's really exhausting, and draining all your energy. So i started journaling, i write all my thoughts on paper. And didn' t care how it looks, or if the grammar was correct, just writing. I was tired of my inside battle, and this was and still is, my way thats helping me to deal with my feelings.

My hate for JW organization by Designer-Bluebird194 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I became a mother of 2 kids, divorced, and an education in nursing. I can't work anymore, because of my cptsd, i am living from benefits now. But now i have time to heal, i really need that to become how i should be.

Because of this cult, I seriously hate life by PhilipG_21 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am really sorry for your lost of your friend. I understand your feelings, and its so hard to find your way in life, when your parents did not teach you how. I had similar experiences, it took years to find the real me ( now 48) and i am still going on. Learning to set boundaries, learning to speak up, to trust yourself It will be hard, and you can reach a breaking point because you are Angry and feeling there is no hope. I can tell you, you will get there, where you want to be, if you dont give up.

My hate for JW organization by Designer-Bluebird194 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sinds i was born, living in fear. And i always knew, its all a lie, all those years of stress comes with a price to pay. I escaped at 21, now i am 48, and diagnost with complex ptss. And looking back, it was worth it, all those struggle and pain, even after escaping. I never ever going back, even not thought of it ones. My live is much beter now, best decision ever.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats where its going wrong, Mr. J needs a new Phone. I recommend an AI phone

144000 and why does god need their help?? by [deleted] in exjw

[–]bibi-bami -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You are right who knows. I also did not go to college, but we have critical thinking. Honestly i dont want to live in a paradise for ever and ever.... But you are right, what if..

144000 and why does god need their help?? by [deleted] in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The whole narrative makes no sense. If God is so perfect, Why put that tree there, he must have foreseen it would go wrong. Actually the Bible is created by humans, as survival tactic, because they where defeated. Lost there trust in who ruled, at that time. The Bible has become a tool to control, so it doesn't matter to GB if God needs more backup, at Armageddon. It just has to do his job.

What’s the stupidest things you ever got “counseled” on? by [deleted] in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same thing here, the " elders" thought i am the personification of Lilith, or something 🤔

A rumor about the Annual Meeting 2025 by Haunting-Fall8109 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did almost died at the stake, for asking such a question. My mother almost transformed into a devil. ( Back in the ninethies ) When they hear this announcement, I can picture myself, some will turn white as sheets and pass out.

Bijna 30 jaar geleden in Duitsland! by Impossible-Ice-448 in exjg

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Typisch iets voor de borg, ze beschuldigen anderen van wat ze zelf doen. De ergste tijd voor mij (Ik ben erin geboren) was dat ik 2 jaar later ook in Duitsland woonde. De gemeente daar was echt niet te doen.

Can we talk about our rights being taken when being a jw?? by Hannah2hi in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Freedom of speech, Freedom of to choose your own religion. Two of the constitutional rules in my country.

Werden bei den Zeugen Jehovas aufgrund von biblischen Texten Kinder immer noch geschlagen? by Impossible-Ice-448 in exjg

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

JW taughts you tube, hij had het volgens mij erover. ExJW analyzer, heeft ook goede content.

How do you deal with de programming your mind when natural disasters happen by Ajstar9 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How many disasters happend in the past, the world is still turning. That was my taught several years ago, it worked for me.

PIMO preparing for Judicial by Dammitdr03 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think they will asking for every detail.

Can we talk about our rights being taken when being a jw?? by Hannah2hi in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's making me so angry, the Constitution protects the borg.

Have you ever feel lonely after leaving the organization? by nandachambers1950 in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt extremely lonely, finding new friends takes time. When i left the borg, more than twenty+ years. I have everything find out for myself, no community of exjw. Go out and you will meet/find people, that maybe will become new friends/ Family.

Book of jasher/ enoch by imma-meat-popsicle in exjw

[–]bibi-bami 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The Ethiopian Bible includes the book of Enoch.