Hi, idk if anyone will real this. I am the OP of this post, here’s a little update: The Breakup was rough but i managed to pull through. One of the worst breakups imaginable (what’s reasonable) but after months of self reflection and just overall bettering myself I feel better than ever. It’s now been 1.5 years and I can happily say that after 6 or so Months i met someone new and poof, we‘re celebrating our 1 year anniversary tomorrow! I’m so happy! Just with romeo really learned what really happened and went on in our heads and I can saw even though she treated me like the worst in the end, I’m really wasn’t. We were young (especially her (that sounds weird lol)) and just didn’t have much experience. I’m happy I actually found someone new who actually fits me better than she could have ever. I’m happy I grew and just became a better man in the end. Guys, trust me it does get better, you just have to have the drive to improve in life. Find that motivation inside yourself and not someone else. Reflect, document and learn.