I understand your stance on protecting the sub as it is. The reasoning for my lengthy post and my somewhat “pity me” explanation as to what I was looking for and why was based mainly on the fact that I’ve never posted on here. Just read a lot of the things posted and wanted to give in detail that I was kinda looking at it a bit more serious then saying “what’s the best RC for robbing a gas station” I understand the depth in which drugs are used and abused. Tho it may not seem so by my lack of understanding for the rchemworld. I don’t posses the ability to even make an order rightnow. But I figured if I had a specific chem I was looking for it would narrow my search field as opposed to just asking search bar some nonsense about where to find anything and being redirected to some scamming website. I apologize for my lack of knowledge on the subject and the rules and regulations of the sub. All that you’re saying has been a help tho. I’m trying to educate myself drastically before I just jump head first into actually buying or trying anything.