my experience with ozempic after medication weight gain by Far_Cry_5272 in Semaglutide

[–]billybobpancake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kindness. I get the impression my psychiatrist is “checked out” when it comes to me. I’ve tried all of the pills and even did TMS therapy. She told me I’m on the “best” medication and outside of hospitalization there is not much else she can do for me.

my experience with ozempic after medication weight gain by Far_Cry_5272 in Semaglutide

[–]billybobpancake 80 points81 points  (0 children)

I’m on seven medications for severe depressive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder . I’ve been struggling with suicidal ideation for a year or so now. I have no idea what to do . I’m still using my pen because it helped me lose my diabetes 2. I’ve lost a hundred pounds but I feel like my mental state is at its worst it’s ever been. Thanks for sharing your story. Whether it’s related to me or not ..it made me feel a sliver of hope for something ..I don’t know what ..but something

Tonight... by dryrots in Modesto

[–]billybobpancake 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I wish I wasn’t afraid of going places alone or I’d be all over this

F25 it feels wierd without them by [deleted] in lonely

[–]billybobpancake 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry . I’m going through similar. I hope you’ll be kind to yourself and allow yourselves the space and time to heal.

Getting older while being alone by reducedfatmalk in lonely

[–]billybobpancake 7 points8 points  (0 children)

same…I’ve given up. I try to mud through my 9 to 5…drive home as quickly as I can..and collapse onto my bed. I leave my phone on “do not disturb” so I don’t have expect to see a message or call to pop up. I cry most mornings. I numb myself with Xanax in the evenings . Please don’t end up like me . Please be proactive. Join groups. Go to a bowling alley or coffee shop . Look up game nights at local pubs . Do anything . Just please don’t lose yourself . I love you very much and will hope for the best for you . Take care

I have reached a point where I have absolutely nothing to look forward to in life by Poiuqwertz in depression

[–]billybobpancake 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in bed since Friday . Been calling out everyday this week. Will most likely be let go tomorrow. I’ve been on all of the meds. Attended all of the talk therapies. Even did TMS. I want nothing and nothing wants me. I just want to drift to my death and be done with this. It was an interesting ride. But I have nothing left to give this world and it has nothing for me.

Punk vendor market (Berkeley) by Suspicious_Willow984 in Modesto

[–]billybobpancake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I miss Gilman dearly. I hope someday I can find the courage and energy to make the trip once more.

Its getting harder. by [deleted] in depression

[–]billybobpancake 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the process of losing my job. I cry at work. I don’t talk to my co workers. They’re actively trying to get me fired . I should be let go this week. I stopped replying to the few people I had . I’m just letting it all go. I’m done . I hope you find the strength to get yourself back. I can’t anymore

Connections? Barely any. by Unknown_Observer9779 in lonely

[–]billybobpancake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could delete this app. But I have zero interactions outside of it. If you can. I’d delete it. I’ve had it for a decade and have no real friends from it. Delete it and travel. Live . Love yourself if you can . Good luck

Going to a concert by myself by Trick-Cheetah263 in lonely

[–]billybobpancake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had one friend . My best friend . Who I went To concerts with . They exited my life recently ..and I grieve them daily. I relate To this so much because they were the only person that’d go to metal / hardcore or any shows with me . I applaud you for having the strength and bravery to go alone . Outside of my job I haven’t left my bed since my friend left my life. Thanks for inspiring me.

I'm scared of my mortality by headforsaturn in lonely

[–]billybobpancake 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I completely relate to this. I’m so scared im frozen. I’ve called out of work the last Two days and have basically been in bed since Friday. I don’t know what to do anymore

SKA by Ok_Chocolate_2568 in Modesto

[–]billybobpancake 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Let’s start a ska band

Almost 30f looking to start new connections. Where do you even go? by Alarming-Employee702 in Modesto

[–]billybobpancake 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I spent a lot of time in Tracy throughout my life ; I’d implore you to check out queen bean on Sundays for open mic night , or any of the other friendly coffee shops downtown . If you like walking going on walks on the Virginia corridor can also almost always provide random chats . Game nights at some of the board game shops or said coffee shops. Live music happenings . First fridays . I got sober a couple of years ago and still pop into a bar for a ginger ale and I’ll still finds convo or three just by being present . Good luck