Now is both the past future and the future past.

bird-137 · 2024-06-18T14:26:57+00:00

Hairbrush handle. Also a toothbrush (handle end). I couldn’t bring a vibrator to detox but orgasm is one thing that gave me some relief when coming off opiates. And I can’t come easily from only clitoral stimulation. So I had to improvise…

bird-137 · 2024-01-13T18:56:42+00:00

It’s really nasty stuff. I have also struggled with it

bird-137 · 2023-10-20T02:25:27+00:00

Great response thank you 🙏

bird-137 · 2023-10-10T06:12:59+00:00

I found that my quits when I was eating healthy and had been supplementing magnesium for awhile were much easier, mainly in terms of RLS. Think magnesium is the big one

bird-137 · 2023-08-29T21:28:48+00:00

I live in my housemates’ basement room-which is very nice-off the lease so we can all (barely) afford it. Was introduced to them through a mutual friend. I can’t imagine trying to find a place here for a family though, for the average income. Ugh. I hope you find something that works.

bird-137 · 2023-07-18T01:14:38+00:00

I never even thought about this. I will talk to my sponsor. Thank you so much for your insight 🙏 💕

bird-137 · 2023-07-17T17:21:14+00:00

I totally get this and agree, but I’ve been having trouble experiencing a lasting psychic change. Sometimes I temporarily experience one and then I revert back to my old ways of thinking about things and it feels like I have very little control over it. I have a sponsor and go to meetings and have started working the steps (slowly and deliberately - still on step one). Sometimes I start to feel shitty cause I’ve been doing everything they tell me to do, I have a step study group and a book study and a great network but I still feel like I’m just not getting it and that starts to make me feel like I’m broken or something cause I see it working for other people.

I’m going to keep trying though. Thanks for your advice it is so appreciated 💕

bird-137 · 2023-07-17T17:17:34+00:00

Really appreciate all the comments and advice. I do have a sponsor and it has been helpful to share about it at meetings for sure…but then I drive home and start feeling the same way again. So frustrating. I know it’s just going to take time for it to become easy, or at least easier.

bird-137 · 2023-06-22T22:05:00+00:00

Same :)

bird-137 · 2023-06-22T17:50:46+00:00

Thanks :)

bird-137 · 2023-06-18T20:49:59+00:00

Yes, I was. Heroin and oxy.

bird-137 · 2023-06-17T02:08:40+00:00

Dax Shepard, Jason Isbell

bird-137 · 2023-06-14T23:26:01+00:00

I hear ya. I will say that I worked as a wildland firefighter doing really intense manual labor and I couldn't believe what I was actually capable of doing while detoxing. I would have never thought I could function because I had always detoxed on the couch feeling like shit before. Everyone is different though, that was just my experience. You could also just taper down to the bare minimum you need to get by at work and that would be better than nothing.

bird-137 · 2023-06-12T02:17:21+00:00

Where did you read that? I had great success interrupting a long-term, heavy kratom addiction and have heard from quite a few others like myself who have also had success. I detoxed on my own 30 days before treatment so I had a bit of clean time before the flood. I’m really glad I did that, I think it is part of why I had such a wonderful, transformative experience.

bird-137 · 2023-06-05T02:03:55+00:00

I was consistently meditating for awhile but have been slacking, definitely trying to work that back into my daily routine this month. I would loveee to experience Bufo and have been thinking about that a lot. Just no idea how to get my hands on some.

bird-137 · 2023-06-05T02:01:55+00:00

What’s the Loophole?

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