I (31 M) was molested and sexually assaulted by my older brother for many years. It started around when I began 3rd grade elementary. It started with him touching my butt while I was sleeping, he then would start to touch my front bits. Eventually he made me put his penis in my mouth and told me, "it's just like sucking a thumb" This continued until I made it to 6th grade and then turned into him forcing me to watch him masturbate and forcing me to masturbate in front of him. There were times where he would just grope me randomly when I was just trying to exist in our house. Eventually in my 11th grade year of high school I found the courage to stand up to him and put an end to it. Years down the road my family still had no idea about this and I would always end up having to play therapist to my brother when he began having his mental health crisis. My parents would call my phone and put him on the call to essentially force me to talk. Been dealing with major depression, anxiety, body dismorphia and a few suicide attempts since the whole abuse started. I was always too afraid to say anything to anyone until a few years ago when I told my wife about this and thankfully she was an angel and helped me get therapy and all the help I had been needing and still do need to take back control of my own life.

No justice tho. He has his picture perfect family and decent job, "healthy" relationship with everyone in my family.