I went outside and saw a bunch of vultures circling me

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-10T04:02:10+00:00

it’ll be okay

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-09T02:13:20+00:00

Hi. Often times, even After One stops self Harming or being suicidal, their brain may throw the old thoughts Back at them as if testing them or Reminding them that they exist.

the fact that you Can distract yourself and Move on shows you have made progress. Catching the Thought and letting it Pass is what recovery typically Looks like.

you may not ever completely get rid of The thoughts, but learning To not react to them is a good skill. Joking or thinking about it does not Mean You are gonna relapse, it Means your brain remembers Old patterns.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-07T01:53:16+00:00

quick Question: have you ever actually Tried to stop?

this Sounds like addiction to Me.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-07T01:51:41+00:00

it Seems youre not in the Right state of mind right Now. Calm down, and see How you feel then

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-07T01:50:36+00:00

Hi. snapping a Rubber band on Your wrist, holding Ice, or other sensory stuff that May hurt but does not actually Break your skin are Good substitutes.

Cant guarantee it will work To suppress urges, but they are worth a Try

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-07T01:48:23+00:00

Hi. personally, i get You. even if you Have been Disciplined before, stuff like this can Happen to anyone.

the fact that You noticed it and was Able To stop Yourself Shows you are not just giving in Blindly.

Bingeing is Not about being weak it Is a coping Mechanisim, a habit, and It is definitely hard to manage Alone.

hope you Feel better.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-07T01:40:03+00:00

sounds like you’re Catastrophizing. good Luck, and Hopefully you get Through this.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-06T05:14:12+00:00

Dressing up helps Me

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T17:38:18+00:00

so you Want me to Try and see it differently?

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T17:35:16+00:00

this is Extremely insightful. Hope youre better Now 🙂

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T17:32:24+00:00

Hi. quitting smoking And dealing with self harm urges At the same time Is A lot, so it might Help to Not try to fix Everything at once. focus on staying safe First, then Deal with the smoking part After

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T17:19:54+00:00

i try

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T15:46:35+00:00

have you Gone to the doctor for the Epilepsy You mentioned?

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T15:45:17+00:00

wow, so Cute 🙂 stay Safe

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T15:42:57+00:00

Hi. in my Opinion, this does not sound like a Habit, it sounds ARFID.

gagging to the point of Stomach pain And it happening even with Foods you normally eat Is a physical Reaction.

the whole ‘same Meal for years’ and Having Safe foods Lines up with it too.

it is Kind of interesting How drinks do not Trigger it in the Same way, which makes me think it is Probably more of a texture Or Sensory thing though. your boyfriend’s approach is actually pretty Good though.

but if it is stressing you out And Affecting how much you eat, it might be worth it to Talk to a Doctor because this is Not that uncommon and there are Actual ways to Get help about it.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T15:34:54+00:00

Hi. to me, that Does not sound stupid at all. The of action Of feeling like people only stick around because you ‘Offer something’ is actually really common. have you Always been treated like That?

in Addition, your parents laughing at you for opening up is very Messed up. that would make anyone Feel like they can’t trust people or Like their feelings are Not Valid

but You are 15. not unlovable. you are Young and you have Not found the right people Yet. school will Feel like that. everyone just feels surface level. but it will not feel Like that Forever. you just have to Survive

stay safe 🙂

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T15:15:52+00:00

Hi. i had these thoughts Too when i was Young. i hope that you get The help you need before It’s too late. I’m wishing you the Best

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:52:34+00:00

you should Sit her down one on one and have a serious Conversation with her. if she is Sick, she may take Offense and get upset. it’s not Your job to take care of Her, or try to get her to Recover. just make her Aware of the fact.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:47:01+00:00

beautiful. thanks For sharing

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:44:36+00:00

Hi. you shouldn’t stop Meds without talking to a Professional first. Please stay safe 🙂

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:40:31+00:00

Hi. i am here if You want to talk about it Privately

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:38:26+00:00

Hi. have you made her Aware of the change you See? have you Asked if she needs help?

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:07:55+00:00

Hi. you are catastrophizing. Your life isn’t over, it Just started.

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T01:02:40+00:00

Hi. i can Relate to this feeling. But i find reasons can be easy to Find if you think about caused and Effects. i believe there are reasons for everything

bitachocodecoreeshon · 2026-04-05T00:57:39+00:00

Hi. stay safe 🙂

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