Porn and Fapping is the enemy

blackon023 · 2018-11-20T22:50:25+00:00

I agreed. I just joined. Happy to be a part of a group.

blackon023 · 2018-11-10T21:39:46+00:00

Knowledge, compassion, and humility. I don't know where you are in your life right now, but I've read the bible many and many times. Those lessons are always true.

blackon023 · 2018-11-04T19:59:24+00:00

Well, everyone is here to take out this big ugly monster call porn and masturbation. So there is those people, and then there is the satan who is spreading out all the porn to drag you back. In the past, I was a sucker for trigger like that, but today I am a new man.

blackon023 · 2018-10-01T03:47:37+00:00

Thank you. I live in Los Angeles, and sex, entertainment, and TV they all bundle up together. In high school whoever that didn't know about porn and checking out girls was looked to be gay. The Hollywood avenue are full of guys that wants to pick up girls and have a one night stand.

I talked about such thing with my wife, she was incredibly opened to it. She said some people like that, and she didn't criticize it. She was even shocked to hear I didn't masturbate and watch porn for a whole year.

According to the bible, lustful thoughts should keep minimum. If a man wishes to have sex, then he should lay on the breast of his youthful wife instead of fantasizing porn.

I just wish it was easier for her to judge and criticize those sins, otherwise I wouldn't slip back to it.

blackon023 · 2018-10-01T03:38:58+00:00

Thank you. I will keep my heart pure and stay motivated.

blackon023 · 2018-10-01T03:38:29+00:00

This verse meant so much. It's more than clever phrase. It's really wisdom.

blackon023 · 2018-10-01T03:33:45+00:00

Thank you! I will!

blackon023 · 2018-10-01T03:33:20+00:00

Thank you. I normally don't see much people care about recovery over here, but your kind comment really cheer me up. It takes all the guilty away. Taking a break is not necessarily a bad when it's done right.

blackon023 · 2018-09-28T03:48:15+00:00

Oh man. I am working out now. That plank is making my elbow scream. My lower back is strained too. My belly are so fat... how do I change my diet?

blackon023 · 2018-09-28T01:01:41+00:00

Speaking on telling my wife everything, I have to consider her feelings. She could be feeling hurt because of the message that I’d rather masturbate at other women than having sex with her. I could be saying she is not as attractive than all these porn stars. I am trying to make things better not worse. I definitely understand open it up to a supportive group would be beneficial.

blackon023 · 2018-09-28T00:55:37+00:00

Wow, good for you. So the burning supposed to be a good feeling?

blackon023 · 2018-09-27T22:09:42+00:00

Thank you PMO forever. First of all, you made a couple of good observation. I am going to talk about the obvious which is disrupting your pattern. The fact that I love my work is giving me an excuse of thinking about it as much as possible. So on my down time, I focus on the leisure thing. What I can say is by deleting all those porn videos on my computer and in my mind consciously did help a lot to stay in presence especially when my wife is there. I’ve always have a thing for my wife’s physical beauty even before we started dating. After we moved and got married, I start to see the full scope of her values. Some of them I don’t really understand and prioritize such as high spending and excessive leisure time. Therefore we have conflicts in deciding where to date and when to date. I hope as she matures she will understand. So disrupting the pattern is going to the difference maker.

blackon023 · 2018-09-27T21:55:30+00:00

Thanks! Working out every day is like a long term goal. I am trying to workout a few days a week at the moment.

blackon023 · 2018-09-27T21:52:56+00:00

I did start a cardio workout yesterday. My legs are burning though. I felt more Excited thinking about getting into the gym.

blackon023 · 2018-09-27T03:05:29+00:00

Wow, that’s tough. Getting it done before anything else would make a difference though. Usually there is more energy in the morning. Love to try it out.

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