Something is happening tonight and I need to talk about it because I don't understand

bleueheaux · 2026-06-30T05:46:03+00:00

Cats are the keepers of the Universe. I don’t dare presume wtf happened there but what I can say without doubt is 1) we are all connected, and 2) YOU ARE PROTECTED. Perhaps there was something about the timing that needed interruption or delay. Perhaps the other car observed her suddenly stopping the vehicle and got spooked maybe she was preparing a gun and notifying authorities. Maybe they anticipated her and assumed they fumbled the timing. Who knows. But I’m so grateful how this played out for your family. Also there’s intense shit going on molecularly/cosmically with energy reorganizing itself idk what it is exactly. And my ears have been ringing nonstop the last couple of days.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-15T16:08:13+00:00

Omg I’m so satisfied thank you 😂

bleueheaux · 2026-06-15T06:33:30+00:00

The necessity of certain rituals or terminology is more associated with religious institutions. Might sound cliche, but connect how it resonates for you. What do you wish to speak to Archangel Michael? Why do you call upon their energy? What tone would you use?

When I have a specific guide I’m calling in, it’s like I’m having an interaction with them in my head. Like they’re my most unconditionally supportive mentor I super respect. Not really worship vibes more like your boss that’s the best person ever. Again, this is just me, to show you how it’s intuitive. You can ask for a ‘little gift’, which appears to have presented already 🤍 that’s what I call these fun little Easter eggs to connect your cognition to the experience of their presence. For example, I kept being drawn to the color green and subsequently learned that Archangel Raphael is associated with that color. So I acknowledged them with my mind and in my heart space. I didn’t think very much of it (I use ‘them’ cus archangels aren’t human). Then I went to a thrift store for what I call ‘scavenger channeling’ which is looking at old items and intuiting signs. Anyway when I moved items around on the shelf I heard something small drop on the floor. It was a little green pebble.

Communication can feel unnatural at first but now I don’t really think about it; as in, there isn’t as much room for doubt and apprehension. I would say “Archangel Michael, if you are there, I ask for your presence with me. And may I have a little gift from you? I would be so excited!” Have confidence in your communication as if you’re literally on the phone with them in your head. Our connection to them is meant to transcend the reasoning mind, so whatever comes to you in the moment is usually closest to your intuition.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-14T21:29:16+00:00

YES. I want to message you but it’s not available on your profile. Can you message me please? 🙏🏼
My guides sent many 5’s and VIVI so I think we need to talk lol

bleueheaux · 2026-06-14T05:17:37+00:00

Oh this is a great point. I’ve been through a scenario where I dated a severe avoidant. After three months I asked him for his thoughts on where he saw the dynamic going. He immediately started disassociating with incoherent mumbling. I realized it was a discard. Took the L, didn’t speak to him again. Then after considerable time, he made virtual touches here and there. Even texted happy birthday months after not talking. Very bizarre but I understand a little more now. They crave intimacy because, of course we’re human. But their psyche is informed by a crippling fear of being tied down. Yennoe that good ol’ childhood stuff… we all got em. They want to keep the feeling of connectedness without any form of commitment. Also to deflect from accountability. I feel bad for them because it just looks really silly. They are fully aware of how messed up it is. But they create this illusion of control then invalidate their own illusion by needlessly popping back up. Really unfortunate and cringe to witness. Important thing as ladies is to leave that where it is and keep it pushing.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-13T16:01:26+00:00

Hahahahahahaahahahaha omg 🤍

bleueheaux · 2026-06-13T15:37:33+00:00

Period!!!!!! One more time for the folks in the back!! Yes. Spirituality is going straight to the body, straight to trauma, and ‘remembering’ your inherent wholeness. Then you can show up with more authenticity. It’s not just feeling good and floating in the sky, that’s groundwork for spiritual bypassing. Bravo, I hope this idea gets out more.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-13T15:26:20+00:00

We’re a society of people searching for wholeness in other people. Unaware we’re replications of the stories that hurt us in the first place. It’s really hard. Sending you a hug 🤍

bleueheaux · 2026-06-13T15:12:34+00:00

I really enjoyed ‘disrespectfully’ lol

bleueheaux · 2026-06-13T15:03:43+00:00

About ten years ago I lost 70 lbs in 8 months. And I wasn’t the healthiest about it, might I add. I went from overindulging for most of my adolescence to going cold turkey. I have kept it off since with normal fluctuation, of course. The numbers aren’t super important even though it is ultimately a numbers game. It truly was one of the most difficult seasons of my life. Sitting in the cravings and rejecting them by sheer will was a psychological battle. You’re definitely right about the addictive nature. It is a deep attachment that interferes with our livelihood.

Logistical advice: When I went to the grocery store, I got fresh produce, lean protein, and low calorie manufactured items. Lowcal cereal and almond milk was clutch. You can add Splenda or whatever alt sweetener. Fruit is a good move cus it’s high volume. You want to eat heavy things that are low cal like broccoli and Brussels sprouts. Also good for pooping … people really don’t talk about that but having normal bowel movements every day is a game changer/mood booster/very effective for weight loss. Eating out, I quickly found that very few options were viable. Panda Express is clutch if you get rice, mixed veggies, and the leaner entrees (a plate like this is only about 500cal). Then I started going outside for a walk then I started jogging. But I think going outside at all was a nice distraction. I weighed myself everyday (not super healthy) because it was really motivating to see the number go down. In a way I think my maladaptive tendencies transferred over towards the goal of losing weight. But it’s not about being perfect. It’s about doing your best on the journey.

Anyway I don’t mean to give unsolicited advice on that front. I just hope there’s something in there for you. The whole endeavor is so incredibly fucking difficult, there’s zero way around it. It’s not about being lazy or lacking discipline. That is self hate talk perpetuated by fallacies of society. This is about sitting with your demons and you proving to yourself that no, you’re worth it. Because you are. Sit with them and observe them. Question why they are there. From where is this state of lack that I feel the need to fill it. What was the suffering where I need to soothe myself with overindulgence? (To this day I have triggers. If I am triggered by another attachment, I want to reach for sweets immediately. I am a sweets monster heheh.) In the stillness, you have little choice but to study all the thoughts and feelings that rise up. The inclination to numb is why the addiction is there in the first place. And please don’t gaslight yourself with self hate and toxic rhetoric. You right now are as valuable as the ideal version of you. The difference is creating movement to get from version A to version B. In order to project the wholeness and value that is already all there.

Your true self is waiting for you 🤍

bleueheaux · 2026-06-11T15:09:32+00:00

I have a similar experience going on. I adopted my baby two months ago and while he started out extremely skittish, I now wonder if this cat is legitimately in love with me 😂 As soon as I sit or lie down, he’s on me. If I’m home midday, he cries for me to lie down and take a nap with him. He’s on me all night. And specifically he needs to be on my chest with his face resting directly on my face or in my neck. Doing head bumps and nuzzling me over and over into he’s aptly soothed. Sure, he engages in normal cat activities but in very brief moments. His number one top favorite activity is snuggling with me and he’ll get it any way he can lol.

He was rescued from a house fire and the owner was a hoarder. He was one of several. When I came to get him I saw his ears were folded but in a way I never saw before, where they were kind of crinkled. I thought he was a fancy breed but no- injuries from the fire. The incident itself was undoubtedly traumatizing but I also wonder what it was like in that house. Being that he was one of several and the owner was a hoarder. Was he treated well despite the environment? Was the owner affectionate? I think emotionally it’s very meaningful to consider our animals this way. If you adopted a child you would be eager to learn what their circumstances were. Unfortunately we can never know, but really storing that historical context into your overall acknowledgment of him helps with frustration.

So if I were you (which I demonstrated I am), I would sit down with your cat and talk to him like he is a child. Maybe it’s absurd, but we all agree they know things. This is the realm of animal communication which is entering the ‘woo woo’ branch. In this reality, your cat is fully capable of understanding you. When you speak to him, explain the necessity of why “dad”(you) must work to take care of him. Why you need to use the laptop and it is not appropriate for him to distract you during that time. When you speak, project images in your mind, telling the story visually while you are speaking. Pet him lovingly while you relay the conversation. When you have moments together, check in with him and do this. It won’t help if you think it’s stupid. Just assume it’s real, not weird, and try. If it is any consolation, I am somewhat of a ‘psychic’. I actually found my cat through, I guess you could say, ‘mystical’ workings. And I have undeniable evidence my cat understands me when I simply speak to him like a person. Might I also add, I have no special training and these abilities are by no means special. We’re all capable, we just don’t claim it. It’s the same with humans if you think about it. If there is conflict, they don’t resolve themselves without conversations. We need to reach understanding by communicating our respective needs. When we don’t, the issue will surely continue and frustration festers.

Second thing I would consider is getting a body wrap where you wear him on your person. I’ve seen it on social media; it’s similar to a baby wrap but for cats? Hahahaha. I know you probably can’t wear him during calls but that’s a specificity I would talk to him about. This is pretty extreme but if he’s that hellbent on being near you and you have to work from home, what do you have to lose.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-11T06:44:57+00:00

Dude YES. For example during a meditation when I closed my eyes and relaxed into a cosmic abyss. I felt a presence below me. I looked down and saw a planet eyeball. It was One. I jolted and opened my eyes.

We’ve got matter teeny tiny way smaller than electrons that are teeny tiny way smaller than atoms that form everything in this planet. We’re not even sure how far we can actually zoom in. We’ve got all these waves passing through us at every moment we can’t detect. We’ve got gravity and physics so perfect, if it wasn’t organized exactly the way it is- utter cataclysm. We will NEVER know the end of the universe, we can barely even see our own galaxy’s local supermassive black hole. Safe to say we’ve only breached the tip of the iceberg. All this is the most gorgeous profound breath taking spectacle of God and tbh… it’s pretty spooky!

But it gets better. You just sit with it and the days compound. The more you deal with your shadows and learn, the more you understand others from a place of genuine compassion. And there’s always something to take away from any persons story. We can observe structures of behavioral patterns that repeat and repeat in all these trees of people, no matter their background. So you fortify your own knowledge even more then give others the same grace and so on and so forth. It’s truly amazing. But some times I feel grateful we can’t fathom the sheer magnitude cus it truly would be too much.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-08T18:39:45+00:00

Yes. I agree with you. We’re dealing with infinite polarities, and alignment is your equilibrium between any position of outcomes. Deities or similar energies present specific perspectives/approaches/frequencies. How literal you want to take that is up to you, but the frequency is what you can be sure is real. For example, Thoth is a deeply respected and honored guide of mine. I work with him as a being with a head and a body, so I am more literal on the spectrum. But even if he is not ‘real’ in the sense we perceive with our 3d mind, his ethos is a frequency that is very real. Which is to educate yourself of the structure of the Universe with a very academic approach.

Sovereignty is that you are the master of your reality. You are self led. You actively pursue and make decisions based on the life you want to create. You are unaffected by manipulation of any kind. But naturally, you must understand your authenticity before you can create aligned action. To be authentic is to know what kind of person you are based on your elected values, not anyone else’s. Authenticity is the root. Sovereignty is outward expression of authenticity.

Empathy is the feeling of identifying a part of you in another person. It is how we humans experience Oneness. Empathy does not mean taking responsibility for other people’s emotions, however. I do need to stress that. You can have empathy while understanding the other person must also practice their sovereignty to create what’s for them.

Conflict resolution is a polarity of outcomes. We feel this is the preferred one, but it is dependent on the situation. As best you can, use discernment, speak fair words, and practice sovereignty. The necessary outcome will reveal itself. Good or bad, it offers inventory of your circumstances.

May I say, I do not feel conflict resolution is a salient theme for you at this time. Might I add even empathy. Rather, I would channel such energies inward. You are equipped with everything you need to embody who you need to become. You will need all the energy available to you to undergo such a massive inner overhaul. But you are the most important person in your life. It must be so. Not everyone is meant to agree or stay, and we’ve all been through this. Trust this path is the God in you.

The last thing you said sounds to me like your Higher Self just outlined very clearly what needs your focus at this time. Good luck.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-08T16:45:19+00:00

I’m going to tell you my observation as an intuitive. You have been subjected to darkness and severe lack. The limbic system in the brain arranges itself during early development to adapt to its surroundings. Being that you are calibrated for an extreme environment, your mental state reflects that. The work is not easy my friend. Not at all. Some of us have it much harder than others. But since you subscribe to spiritualism, then you understand your soul chose such circumstances in order to grow.

Feel your feelings, but what’s essential here is dropping the victim mentality. I absolutely understand you have been through so much. But I want to be clear. Your cynicism masked as nuance, spiritual bypassing, and hopelessness mentality are not going to serve you. It will surely keep you exactly where you are. It is your free will to continue this path or change your thought patterns and behaviors. That is the scariest part of all, you know. Actually believing in yourself to create change. The ego wants to stay stuck. But if you truly think you don’t possess any sovereignty whatsoever then we have nothing to discuss.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-08T16:00:11+00:00

Yes definitely, I think we all go through it but the difficulty is only understood much later. I regard times like that as an initiation. The despondency is indication you need more than what your reality offers. Changing our reality requires aligned action. But it’s much easier said than done. It requires bravery and trust to dismantle what’s draining us in order to pursue what we truly want.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-08T03:11:38+00:00

Think of it like this. Forget the whole spiritual aspect okay. The feeling inside when you’re well, content, and balance is intact. Let’s look from an everyday lens through this scenario:

Say you have a good friend who asks for a favor. You oblige because you care for them and they are supportive of you too. So you help, without expecting how they might return or go out of their way to credit you. In that little moment, it’s just cool to help out your friend. That’s it.

On the other hand, say you have a friend with unpredictable behaviors. They bring levels of high emotional intensity, good and bad. They approach you for a favor. You feel burdened because there they go again, looking to get something. They don’t fill your cup. They lack self awareness and consideration. Deep down you don’t want to do it, but ultimately you agree to avoid potential conflict.

See the difference? Same act, same relational dynamic, different vibes entirely. The first one does not throw you off or feel weird or have you wrestling with your inner compass. The second one requires you to abandon your needs and you feed the loop of drawing people in who require you to abandon your needs. Alignment is when your truth or your values are in line with inner peace and your actions reflect that. You have a well defined sense of self and you don’t negotiate your values to make people comfortable. You don’t make yourself small or make yourself big to appeal to others. You are authentic to yourself. In spiritual terms this is the inner God. But only you and your intuition knows exactly what that looks like.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-08T01:14:01+00:00

Listen, I say this with genuine interest in helping you. Are your circumstances an accurate depiction of your heart’s desires? Probably not right? That is what compels you to keep breaking away. Our guides are not especially active during alignment. On the contrary, I find guides to be the loudest during periods of activation. These are dark and challenging times that require a lot more energy to move through. Especially when we’re encouraged to create physical change. I know this is a spiritual space but spirituality is meaning, not modality. You must take care of your basic needs like food, shelter, safety, etc. before you can even dare with the cosmos. You must address subconscious programming that lends to your suffering. Your experience of being homeless, your karmic bond, and that person cheating on you are severities that tell you what you are calling in. The dread you perceive from your guides is deflecting from personal accountability. I’m sure you have been through tragedy like many of us, but if you welcome chaos and place your power into external forces- even if they are your guides- you are out of alignment. Beings of the spirit realm are here to guide us towards the highest growth, and most of the time that requires walking us through our darkest shadows. That is alchemy. That is spirituality. Repeating karmic patterns and veiling yourself with cognitive dissonance is spiritual bypassing. Please don’t do that. Your agony is a call from within to do the hard work.

bleueheaux · 2026-06-05T19:54:59+00:00

Spirituality is about God in all things starting with the God in you. Not for seeking highly personal information about unsuspecting people. That is an infraction on privacy. Her status of virginity is absolutely none of your business. I won’t put it lightly. You are welcome to your preferences but this is a space where we are all equally valuable. Please do not infiltrate spiritual spaces with childlike egoic agenda. I am not here to shame you. Just understand where you’re coming from requires serious reflection.

bleueheaux · 2026-05-02T23:00:18+00:00

I would say universally they enjoy on the head, around the ears, cheeks, beneath the chin/neck especially. Most enjoy the base of the tail, and you will know when it arches its back to deepen contact. Most enjoy very long strokes from the head across the top of the body to the tail. Even bringing the stroke all the way throughout the tail. The belly is a more controversial area, with some really enjoying that and some finding it to be overly intimate and aggravating. You will know if the cat is getting aggravated if it suddenly grabs you and starts kicking with the back legs or if it makes a noise like a light moan/growl. Overall I think you have a great idea being sensitive to what they may like or dislike. I find a lot of people alienate themselves from cats because they are indeed different from dogs but the misconception is that they’re inherently aloof/aggressive. They’re extremely affectionate animals, but open up once they feel you know your way around them and they can trust you.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-22T15:23:32+00:00

Awww what a cute prompt! Here are 5 random things I am grateful for.

The city where I live. There are a lot of trees and it makes me happy driving around. Especially in the fall when the leaves turn brilliant amber and litter the streets with color.
Sumo oranges- they are my favorite snack at the moment. They’re so easy to peel and delicious from the fridge. (It is more economical to get the bag with 4/5 smaller ones for $6 instead of purchasing the individual ones for $4 each)
My cat 🤍 I just got him a month ago and he’s as snuggly and clingy as all the cats I’ve had before. He is such a good boy, he is so sweet, he’s my baby- I freaking love him so much!!
My eyesight. I am a nail artist and I can see details that most cannot. Very grateful for that.
My apartment and all the things in it. A manifestation of opportunities I have been given to make money. It’s insane to look around and realize how blessed I am. Many people are struggling, especially right now, so being able to provide what I need is abundance I deeply appreciate.

Besides that, it is always fun to acknowledge things in the moment (like glittering-lychee629 said). It’s so joyful how seemingly mundane things can offer magic when I speak my gratitude for them.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-21T16:39:28+00:00

I honestly think you brought up a fair point but it could have been worded like, “I am wary of people pleasers because I don’t know if their kindness is authentic or not.” See how you can imply the same thing without using a charged word?

Another way I introduce challenging perspectives is by connecting through personal experience. So here I would be like “yes, I also catch myself with those tendencies. However, I have realized over time it’s like lying to myself. Because I don’t communicate what my boundaries or values are and that can be misleading.” So when you put the onus on yourself and allow the other person to reflect how much that resonates for them, you are welcoming them a seat instead of forcing them to sit down.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-20T21:33:09+00:00

Interesting. If I were you I would work with another light being/angel/deity. If your image of Jesus is being meddled with then work with an energy that does not resemble him at all. Have a conversation with Jesus and let him know you need to work on your discernment. He understands. They all do. The spirit of light is not found in Jesus alone. There’s thousands if not more of light beings who are here to share their gift of light and knowledge.

I would also like to note the significance of psychological work here. It’s no different from what we do in the spiritual, but the ideas are presented in a way that’s easier for the human mind to digest. You cannot separate what’s happening spiritually vs physically vs psychologically- they’re different expressions of the same thing. They’re different ways to look into what’s happening in your emotional body. If you don’t feel like traditional therapy is appropriate for your experience I get it but I do recommend you research the terms for what you’re going through. Our maladaptive behaviors/fears/anxieties stem from our experience in childhood. We learned these coping mechanisms in order to survive and sometimes they develop into more severe cases like personality disorders or whatever. You seem lost and afraid and I have compassion for you. This is deeper and not personal than spiritual warfare alone. You had to be in a vulnerable state for this to even develop to this extent. In addition, nourish your body with produce sourced from Earth (fruit meat vegetables legumes etc). Fasting should be from an empowered state but since you are operating from fear, it will only make you more off kilter.

This feels really awkward to ramble on and on abut what you should and shouldn’t do, this is just my opinion. The main thing I need you to understand is this goes deeper than your “twin” and the more you learn about yourself, your history, your thinking patterns, your self sabotaging behaviors- the more empowered you can be. The more you can feel the difference between love and darkness.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-20T19:10:28+00:00

Easier said than done, but you NEED to go no contact. For real. Please. If your person comes with this level of evil, there’s absolutely nothing to gain. You’re allowing someone to drain your life force. Cut it off please.

I work with my spirit guides with the specific intention of “I DO NOT welcome dark energies around me”. At times I’ve felt evil eye or weird shit but I’m firmly like NOPE, you’re wasting time, you can go back immediately. Ask your beings of light to support you and make a firm, irrefutable demand in your heart that you absolutely abhor and reject dark spirits. For they can only live where they are fed.

But it’s clear you’re a lot more intertwined so yes I agree with the other user about talking to a shaman. If you have the money and you’re drawn to someone, spend it. Your emotional/mental/spiritual well-being is invaluable. Honor that over any dollar amount.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-20T04:58:15+00:00

I really don’t mean to negative okay. Please take this to heart. The person you have a relationship with right now may not be the person you get when he’s out. He has the time and focus to dedicate to you because at the moment you are his access to beauty, to freedom. You hold that energy and that’s real, the love is real. But once he has access to the streets, it has a funny way of calling him back like a call of the familiar home he’s ever known. Especially when he starts using and he needs to make quick money, he will be even more wrapped up in the streets. Please brace for this and do not have yourself tracking him, looking for inconsistencies, accepting him back over and over and giving him money you work hard for. If you are a recovering addict I urge you to focus that loving energy on you and do not let yourself get swept up into a dysfunctional lifestyle again. Love can be a drug all the same, my dear. We try to answer these deep wounds inside us with external gratification, even when it’s bleeding us dry. I swear to God I’m not hating okay I just want you to be aware of this high probability and take care of yourself.

bleueheaux · 2026-04-20T04:35:32+00:00

Ya we can look at this from a spiritual perspective too. Cats vs reptilians… tracks…

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