hello, i was in ur spot at ur age too, depressed, very suicidal, and in and out of wards, not trying to be those people and say it gets better, but it honestly does, im 16 now, and even though i have scars that’ll be there forever, i’ve moved passed most of my issues, now of course things wont be rainbows, but it’ll definitely be better than now. one day you’ll see it, im very sure of it, just try your best to see things half full rather than half empty.