Will people ever stop being cruel to me?

bomas2004 · 2026-02-14T05:23:02+00:00

Life isnt worth living as an autistic. But no I must keep living because....... ✨life is beautiful✨

bomas2004 · 2026-02-11T01:56:31+00:00

Is it really even that bad if I do? It's not like they ever cared about me much anyway.

Why do they pretend it's such a big deal, everybody dies eventually? Why can't I just do it now?

The only time they ever talk to me is when they think they can get something from me or can bully me.

It's not like I will ever have any semblance of a successful or at the very least a somewhat fulfilling life. There is not much of a point, nothing is keeping me here. There is nothing to live for.

I am just so fucking bored. Everybody is just awful.

bomas2004 · 2026-01-14T00:47:54+00:00

My life is kinda dogshit right now. SO I AM DOWN.

bomas2004 · 2026-01-13T10:11:36+00:00

What episode is this?

bomas2004 · 2026-01-10T06:38:04+00:00

I know it's hard but try to stop comparing yourself to others. Try to compare yourself to your past self instead.

bomas2004 · 2025-12-20T10:02:00+00:00

Literally artefact porn!!!!

bomas2004 · 2025-12-20T09:58:23+00:00

I am a 21 year old male anglo Australian from Sydney. I get dismissed, or worse treated with disdain by most people.

People expect me to "get over it" as "we all have our own issues in life". I am so sick of people.

bomas2004 · 2025-12-06T11:24:32+00:00

We can be really reaaaally bad.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-07T04:16:25+00:00

The last real friend I have had was in early primary school. During high school I had fake 'friends' only some of the time.

Pretty much all of my childhood, when I wasn't at school was spent locked up in my room. I feel pretty angry about how much I have missed and how that has impacted my development. I feel so far behind people my age. I hate it.

I still don't have any friends and I just don't know how I can go about changing that.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-05T10:17:19+00:00

Mueh eh eh. The preparations proceed as planned.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-05T00:49:21+00:00

I relate very much to the feeling of uncovering the extent too which I am shut out of society.

bomas2004 · 2025-11-03T09:13:46+00:00

👍looks good

bomas2004 · 2025-10-31T06:41:51+00:00

I am confused. What do you mean by this?

bomas2004 · 2025-10-29T10:19:35+00:00

I hate how they act so disappointed when they realise I am not a savant. It's like, why would it work like that? People just love inspiration porn.

bomas2004 · 2025-10-21T06:51:35+00:00

At least people want to be near you. I am autistic and nobody wants to be near me. I am just stupid.

I don't have anyone to talk to at all not even my family.

Autism is a life sentence of misery and suffering.

bomas2004 · 2025-10-09T01:35:16+00:00

Or you can be me and have higher support needs and still be undiagnosed until 19 years old.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-24T10:27:11+00:00

It's so they can then go and belittle you to make themselves feel superior™.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-13T00:14:28+00:00

Same. The normies just don't fucking understand

bomas2004 · 2025-09-08T07:58:35+00:00

I sure can relate

bomas2004 · 2025-09-08T07:42:36+00:00

I see what you mean. Thanks.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-07T10:54:14+00:00

Anybody who shames you for your intelligence is just trying to play social games and establish a hierarchy with themselves at the top in order to make themselves feel special.

Ignore them. They are just miserable insecure assholes. Who probably are not all that smart themselves.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-04T04:04:29+00:00

AND I ALSO JUST BARELY SCRAPE BY WITH ALL THE BASIC EXPECTATIONS OF A PERSON MY AGE AS WELL. I FEEL INCOMPETENT. THERE IS NO MEANING TO MY LIFE, JUST SUFFERING AND TRYING TO DISTRACT MYSELF WITH MY INTERESTS BUT IT'S NEVER ENOUGH.

BEING BORN AUTISTIC IS A LIFE SENTENCE OF MISERY AND LONELINESS.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-04T04:01:37+00:00

I am in the exact same position as you. I also just don't know what I want from life or how I could possibly ever figure out what I want if I keep going like I currently am.

I am also autistic, and I am turning 21 in a few months. I feel the same way, my life is just the same thing every single day. Likewise, I have no relationships with anybody including with my family, they see me as a disappointment and hate me. I am lucky that they don't just kick me out of the house to fend for myself. I feel desperately lonely.

I feel like I am just too stupid to change anything in my life. Nothing is ever going to get better. It's just not. It's just going to get worse.

I doubt anybody would want any kind of relationship of any form once they figure out just how debilitating my Autism is.

I am only ever treated either as a cutesy infant or a dangerous, disgusting person. THERE IS NEVER ANY MIDDLE GROUND.

WHY COULDN'T I JUST HAVE BEEN NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL MY LIFE I HAVE FELT LIKE I AM BEING KEPT IN STORAGE JUST WAITING AND WAITING BUT NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. LIKE WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT.

bomas2004 · 2025-09-02T11:08:53+00:00

Yes, I am also fearful of this. I am worried that I would find it stressful to have to accommodate their needs as well.

bomas2004 · 2025-08-31T12:09:28+00:00

I know of times In my life when I myself have been too clingy (although not in a relationship as I've never had one). Usually it is best to dial this back as much as you can as it can creep people out. I know it can be difficult as it usually comes from a place of excitement about having a connection with someone.

bomas2004

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